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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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I tried partial hanging I got scared and stopped mid of it ..how how do I get past the fear ? I have to be out I'm in emotional pain everyday but this fear that I'm doing something dangerous harmful and abnormal to my body doesn't leave me
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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If you're not comfortable with hanging, you may consider another method. A failed attempt with hanging can make your situation worse.
I wish you peace 🙏
 
fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
499
If you're not comfortable with hanging, you may consider another method. A failed attempt with hanging can make your situation worse.
I wish you peace 🙏
How can hanging fail apart from being discovered it either succeeds or doesn't work out?
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
785
How can hanging fail apart from being discovered it either succeeds or doesn't work out?
I've read reports here from people that attempted partial, and recovered consciousness after minutes. It can be the convulsions making you move your body after passing out, or a ligature breaking.
You're risking permanent brain damage
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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The same happened to me. It's a primal fear. Some people have it stronger than others. You should try find a method you are more comfortable with.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I've tried partial a lot , it's all about how much will power you're willing to fight your si. That fear is fear of death and its natural, you just have to practice until you find a way to overcome it.
 
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fkyou

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I've tried partial a lot , it's all about how much will power you're willing to fight your si. That fear is fear of death and its natural, you just have to practice until you find a way to overcome it.
Did you manage to pass out?
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Ok but I can't believe you jerked your self out of unconsciousness how is that possible how can I avoid that
With partial... it's sadly very possible.
It's why I'm moving onto full with my next attempt
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
You woke up while the rope still tightening on your neck with your body weight?
Yes .... I ended up straighting my legs up and was able to get up and stand
 

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