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CatsMeow

CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
16
like a minute ago. idk it tasted like sea water with toasted bread. in my option it wasn't so bad. also i'm really drunk so i don't know if i'll survive through this or not. i took 100 mg of propanolol and 150 mg of quetiapine beforehand like an hour ago so i feel relaxed
i put two teaspoons of SN into the mug
 
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CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
Nooo, you mustn't test-ingest SN!! Especially if you're drunk!
Fuck, does anybody know what to do in this situation?
 
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CatsMeow

CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
16
Nooo, you mustn't test-ingest SN!! Especially if you're drunk!
Fuck, does anybody know what to do in this situation?
it's okay i don't really mind if i die. i'll try to vomit it if i can
i'm jjst surprised it didn't taste so bad as other people described it as
 
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CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
it's okay i don't really mind if i die. i'll try to vomit it if i can
i'm jjst surprised it didn't taste so bad as other people described it as
That is not the biggest concern, believe it or not. The worst outcome is that you survive with severe damage to your brain or other organs. You really don't want to be in-between when it comes to od
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
688
do you really dont read the sticky messages???????????

it got stickied because of a reason
even a few grams end you up in the hospital btw
 
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CatsMeow

CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
16
i tried to put proof with a photo of the SN bottle i got in EU but idk if it loads to others
but anyways this site is for a reason don't feel bad if i die. i don't feel anything rn although it's been a few minutes. i've took a few sips
 
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Surek

>_<
Aug 26, 2025
132
do you really dont read the sticky messages???????????
When I read in the pinned message that I shouldn't do it, I wanted to do it even more 🫠
 
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CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
Does anybody know the best way to diminish the risks? Maybe drinking a bunch of water and trying to throw up?
When I read in the pinned message that I shouldn't do it, I wanted to do it even more 🫠
Whyyyyy??? ;-;
 
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pedro3211

Student
Jun 10, 2026
118
it's okay i don't really mind if i die. i'll try to vomit it if i can
i'm jjst surprised it didn't taste so bad as other people described it as
How you feeling now?
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
688
i dont know how the minimalise the risk to be honest. maybe others will know. either commit or call emergy services is the answer i would give you. and since you are drunk i would lean to the latter one
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
Feel like I'm constantly seeing posts like this lately. It's not ok to be doing this.
 
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veryjar

Member
Feb 12, 2026
12
it's okay i don't really mind if i die. i'll try to vomit it if i can
i'm jjst surprised it didn't taste so bad as other people described it as
i guess for me, when i tasted it, the saltiness intensity kinda caught me off guard, but i had 50g'ish in a 200mln water
 
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inpainnosleep

Student
Apr 11, 2026
108
I think that the sticky that says to Not test Injest SN should be pinned to the top and stay at the top regardless of when/how other pinned threads get updated. I'm not sure if this is a possibility but maybe something to look into for the forum. I hope that OP ends up being ok.
 
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CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
I think that the sticky that says to Not test Injest SN should be pinned to the top and stay at the top regardless of when/how other pinned threads get updated. I'm not sure if this is a possibility but maybe something to look into for the forum. I hope that OP ends up being ok.
I'm guessing that they're currently passed out if not passed away :(
 
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eggsausagerice

last chance for cake! 🍰☕️ he/him
Apr 21, 2025
1,634
Feel like I'm constantly seeing posts like this lately. It's not ok to be doing this.

in between posts asking for sn sources and people taking microdoses of sn, i feel like i'm going crazy. i know that it's normal to be impulsive when you're depressed and suicidal, but i can't understand why someone would want to sip sn. i feel like posts like these only encourage more people to do it. i don't know what anyone's supposed to say.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
478
it's okay i don't really mind if i die. i'll try to vomit it if i can
i'm jjst surprised it didn't taste so bad as other people described it as
I don't think you're supposed to have alcohol in your system when using the SN method
 
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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
72
in between posts asking for sn sources and people taking microdoses of sn, i feel like i'm going crazy. i know that it's normal to be impulsive when you're depressed and suicidal, but i can't understand why someone would want to sip sn. i feel like posts like these only encourage more people to do it. it's unsafe.
Yeah.. One of these days someone is gonna "test" their SN just to wake up in a hospital never being able to walk or talk again.
 
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eggsausagerice

last chance for cake! 🍰☕️ he/him
Apr 21, 2025
1,634
Yeah.. One of these days someone is gonna "test" their SN just to wake up in a hospital never being able to walk or talk again.
genuinely a nightmare scenario, even if you hate your life. it's better to keep living than to risk having that happen to you.
 
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miyabi

Miyabi loves you <3
Dec 20, 2024
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genuinely a nightmare scenario, even if you hate your life. it's better to keep living than to risk having that happen to you.
There's always a risk with any method but I do think the risk with failed SN attempts is lower. It was years ago but there was a thread posted supposedly explaining that the risk of long term damage is rare.

Certainly compared to the other traditional impulsive methods (like jumping in front of a train) the risk is far lower. That's one method I constantly see the average person do impulsively and gets mentioned here a lot despite the fact that you are guaranteed to be brain damaged and missing limbs if you survive, and death is often not instant.

I feel like anyone that has acquired SN despite its difficulty in obtaining nowadays is aware of the sticky and the virtually guaranteed chance of death if no medical treatment is received.

I'm aware im playing devils advocate in this situation and its an unpopular take, but just leaving my thoughts because I have experience with it.
like a minute ago. idk it tasted like sea water with toasted bread. in my option it wasn't so bad. also i'm really drunk so i don't know if i'll survive through this or not. i took 100 mg of propanolol and 150 mg of quetiapine beforehand like an hour ago so i feel relaxed
i put two teaspoons of SN into the mug
Hope you're doing okay if you survived <3
 
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ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
664
There's always a risk with any method but I do think the risk with failed SN attempts is lower. It was years ago but there was a thread posted supposedly explaining that the risk of long term damage is rare.

Certainly compared to the other traditional impulsive methods (like jumping in front of a train) the risk is far lower. That's one method I constantly see the average person do impulsively and gets mentioned here a lot despite the fact that you are guaranteed to be brain damaged and missing limbs if you survive, and death is often not instant.

I feel like anyone that has acquired SN despite its difficulty in obtaining nowadays is aware of the sticky and the virtually guaranteed chance of death if no medical treatment is received.

I'm aware im playing devils advocate in this situation and its an unpopular take, but just leaving my thoughts because I have experience with it.

Hope you're doing okay if you survived <3
just wanted to say that you seem like a very thoughtful and articulate person, and I'm really sorry life has brought you to this point
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
635
Has anyone heard from them outside this thread?
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake! 🍰☕️ he/him
Apr 21, 2025
1,634
Has anyone heard from them outside this thread?
if you check the user's activity they've not come online since making this post. maybe they're in the hospital
 
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CatsMeow

CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
16
I'm alive and sober and nothing bad happened to me. Firstly I didn't try to just test SN, I worded it misleadingly, my ideal date to leave is during june. I just hesitated to drink it all and spit some out, that's why I failed and I'm disappointed. Secondly I drunk too much alcohol and had eaten something close before which i guess protected me

I was most of the time passed out, felt odd sensations on my chest and inside my head. It's hard to describe because I can't remember most of what happened but it wasn't that painful. I too saw really realistic hallucinations of me getting up to go get water which made it hard to actually get up to do it

I just threw up the last of the SN i took and I can still taste it. I'm pretty sure i took much less than a gram because i didn't die
 
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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
72
I'm alive and sober and nothing bad happened to me. Firstly I didn't try to just test SN, I worded it misleadingly, my ideal date to leave is during june. I just hesitated to drink it all and spit some out, that's why I failed and I'm disappointed. Secondly I drunk too much alcohol and had eaten something close before which i guess protected me

I was most of the time passed out, felt odd sensations on my chest and inside my head. It's hard to describe because I can't remember most of what happened but it wasn't that painful. I too saw really realistic hallucinations of me getting up to go get water which made it hard to actually get up to do it

I just threw up the last of the SN i took and I can still taste it. I'm pretty sure i took much less than a gram because i didn't die
I'm glad you made it out okay without any lasting damage.
 
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CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
16
I'm glad you made it out okay without any lasting damage.
Thank you, I'm aware this was a bit dumb. I don't recommend doing this impulsively unless the person is aware of the risks. I was lucky. I still feel a bit ill although I know I'll be fine
 
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eggsausagerice

last chance for cake! 🍰☕️ he/him
Apr 21, 2025
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welcome back!!! ^_^
 
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