I think of suicide everyday, lately just the idea of being dead and not being able to think and feel again is actually relieving.

[HermitLonerGuy]

Very Comforting actually. When im gone theres no more regrets , no more thinking of the past. no more ptsd of seeing my mom die and my sisters funeral, no more worrying about being a neet loser at 35, no more worrying about my future , no more micropenis, no more dealing with BS and worrying about a job or what other homo sapien trash thinks or says of me.

I will be in a void, never knowing anything again. Just gone. When i think of it deeply its soothing.
Sort of meditating and imagining being gone with no idea of anything again gives me exciting chills. I really dont mind dying , i even told my dad if i had a gun id be long gone.

ideal method for me is opioid overdose with fent or H, just simple slowed breathing with some euphoria and gone into my entirety of peaceful oblivion.

 

[𝑪𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄]

hug u. i feel the same way and hold the same thoughts as you, in some way.
for me, i try to cure myself as much as possible by thinking about how it'd be after i die. this is also a way of coping, i guess, as long as u still want to live and see whether things will be better if you ever wait.
best wishes, also feel free to pm me if you like ^^

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

hug u. i feel the same way and hold the same thoughts as you, in some way.
for me, i try to cure myself as much as possible by thinking about how it'd be after i die. this is also a way of coping, i guess, as long as u still want to live and see whether things will be better if you ever wait.
best wishes, also feel free to pm me if you like ^^

Hugz, thank you and you can pm me also.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I agree. I think it's a comforting thought to many. I just wish it wouldn't upset people left behind and that it was easier to do!

Welcome back by the way...

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

I agree. I think it's a comforting thought to many. I just wish it wouldn't upset people left behind and that it was easier to do!

Welcome back by the way...

thanks, ive always liked your username and its so relevant.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yes, thinking of my imminent self-destruction is the only thing that brings me any sense of peace or comfort nowadays.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I fully understand your desire to leave this world peacefully. I hope your plans will work well for you and I hope you can find peace. I wish you all the best!

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

I fully understand your desire to leave this world peacefully. I hope your plans will work well for you and I hope you can find peace. I wish you all the best!

thank you so much.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

same here, most of my day is spent thinking about ctb

 

[Fktw0rld]

Fully agree. It's the most comforting thought. Complete exoneration and removal from everything

 

[FuneralCry]

To me permanent non-existence certainly is the only relief and comfort in this hellish reality, existence was just a terrible mistake to me and it's horrible how there's unlimited potential to suffer, the only thing I see as being ideal is for everything to finally be forgotten about. Those who are no longer trapped here certainly are very fortunate as to die solves all problems and there are no disadvantages to being dead, it's very much understandable just wishing to be permanently unaware of everything for all eternity.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Fully agree. It's the most comforting thought. Complete exoneration and removal from everything

exactly!

To me permanent non-existence certainly is the only relief and comfort in this hellish reality, existence was just a terrible mistake to me and it's horrible how there's unlimited potential to suffer, the only thing I see as being ideal is for everything to finally be forgotten about. Those who are no longer trapped here certainly are very fortunate as to die solves all problems and there are no disadvantages to being dead, it's very much understandable just wishing to be permanently unaware of everything for all eternity.

i love u funeralcry.

To me permanent non-existence certainly is the only relief and comfort in this hellish reality, existence was just a terrible mistake to me and it's horrible how there's unlimited potential to suffer, the only thing I see as being ideal is for everything to finally be forgotten about. Those who are no longer trapped here certainly are very fortunate as to die solves all problems and there are no disadvantages to being dead, it's very much understandable just wishing to be permanently unaware of everything for all eternity.

i love u funeralcry.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

Yeee I relate to the title & the context within this thread.

I actually get a bit giddy thinking of my death. Which for me in a sense is alarming but nothing makes me feel like this in life anymore... i

I've thought of opioids as a method... I'm kinda upset I didn't take more advantage when I had access to dealers and heavier medications.

All that to say I wish you the best on whichever path you choose

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Yeee I relate to the title & the context within this thread.

I actually get a bit giddy thinking of my death. Which for me in a sense is alarming but nothing makes me feel like this in life anymore... i

I've thought of opioids as a method... I'm kinda upset I didn't take more advantage when I had access to dealers and heavier medications.

All that to say I wish you the best on whichever path you choose

thank you and i wish you the best as well .
yes opioids is the dream death imo.

 

[Document6105]

I've said this before, but in a more vague sense.

Death is the ultimate goal in life.
Existence is effectively an infinitesimal in comparison to nothing which lasts an infinity.

So really, do we even exist?

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

I've said this before, but in a more vague sense.

Death is the ultimate goal in life.
Existence is effectively an infinitesimal in comparison to nothing which lasts an infinity.

So really, do we even exist?

We do exist BUT once we die we DONT exist, from our perspective we never existed once we die its completely wiped from our memory.

Its like reading a book and completely forgetting it after.

whether we die at age 30 or age 90 once we are gone its like nothing happened either way.