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adoringmydarling

adoringmydarling

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Feb 22, 2024
14
I ruminate over things people brush off. I get anxious over non-problems. I can't take it
 
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SuicideKitty

SuicideKitty

A grain of life in the nonexistence
May 19, 2025
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Same.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

· Global Moderator · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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Yea I am like this too. People say I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it and feel like this needed so I can prepare or prevent something worse from happening. I feel like my tolerance for stress and mental pain is destroyed.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

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May 31, 2025
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I know you feel, Its fucking constant mental pain, even when I can distract myself its always there, just waiting.
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
77
It means you have a soul. I don't believe a lot of people do.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Student
May 7, 2025
134
Same. If you are not thick skinned you're going to suffer terribly.
And even if you are you'll suffer too,.
 
WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,159
Can relate. On bad days I get triggered by any and everything my family says. Special mention goes to traumatic invalidation when I bring up painful memories that I seemingly am unable to just "get over". Not only, but also using the opportunity to put themselves on a pedestal, priding themselves in being able to "let go", "tough it out" and "face life as it is".
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,125
I feel the same. I can probably recall every insult/ criticism I've ever received. I remember watching an interview with an actress once. They asked her about her response towards criticism and she replied that she felt like she had a layer less of skin to others. That negative comments really hurt her. Obviously, it's not a great way to be in this world but, it's hard to be what we're not.

One thing that has helped is age. It was so much worse when I was young. Plus, avoiding people wherever possible. Although, that's obviously not the healthiest solution.
 
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itwillhappensoon

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Jun 28, 2024
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I used to care about what people say to me when I was younger , but now my biggest enemy is my mental illness and my over all health if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be in this situation ( wanting to ctb )
 
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