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ilk

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Jun 1, 2024
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i think tonight might be the night. waiting for a couple more hours to go by. im writing a note currently. this doesn't even feel real but im ready to get it over with . i hope everything goes as planned & my attempt (if any) is successful.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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MissAbyss

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Jul 20, 2025
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✨️ I wish you eternal peace ✨
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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i think tonight might be the night. waiting for a couple more hours to go by. im writing a note currently. this doesn't even feel real but im ready to get it over with . i hope everything goes as planned & my attempt (if any) is successful.
I wish you peace;)
What method do you want to use?
I hope so much that soon I can also finally do it and die.
 
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ilk

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Jun 1, 2024
22
I wish you peace;)
What method do you want to use?
I hope so much that soon I can also finally do it and die.
thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
That's my method too, after switching from partial, but I unfortunately won't be ready until next year.

Whether you choose to go with it or not, I wish you peace.
 
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ilk

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Jun 1, 2024
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That's my method too, after switching from partial, but I unfortunately won't be ready until next year.

Whether you choose to go with it or not, I wish you peace.
thank you & can i ask why next year?
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
thank you & can i ask why next year?
I need to drop some weight before then, don't want to risk it with the only available anchor point I have. Plus, to reduce the pain.
 
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ilk

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Jun 1, 2024
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I need to drop some weight before then, don't want to risk it with the only available anchor point I have. Plus, to reduce the pain.
okok i see. im wishing you peace then for whatever you decide
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
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thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
Oh thats interesting i also wanna do it with full hanging.

Did you already tied the knots and the set up is ready?

How do you feel right now? Are you little bit nervous or is the wish to finally find freedom much bigger and overshadows all these emotions like fear nervousness and anxiety?
 
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ilk

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Jun 1, 2024
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Oh thats interesting i also wanna do it with full hanging.

Did you already tied the knots and the set up is ready?

How do you feel right now? Are you little bit nervous or is the wish to finally find freedom much bigger and overshadows all these emotions like fear nervousness and anxiety?
nope im waiting till later. i feel numb currently but i know itll hit me soon. it doesn't feel real that i actually might go through with it yk
 
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I wish you the best.
 
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