I think I'm ready to do this.

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm not sure if today will work or not, so I'll probably try it tomorrow. I'm as ready to go as I'll ever be, so I'm hoping I can suppress my SI by smoking weed before I drink the SN. I know I'm going to throw it back up, so I'll have 2 extra glasses ready to drink. I'm going to put 20 grams in each one, but I'll double check the guide to make sure it's enough.

I know it would be better with AEs, but I'm not too worried about it. Somehow one of those three glasses will do me in. I've been ready to do this for the last few days, but I'm afraid of being discovered and losing my SN.

I'm so glad I found this site. It was nice to meet people who understand me and don't judge me for wanting to die. I'm still afraid of what might be on the other side, but this is the only way to find out what's actually there.

 

[iwantdeath6969]

i hope everything is peaceful for you

 

[Haruka]

Hi, I hope that you can find peace within yourself and that the other side treats you well

 

[Scacie]

Hey, I hope everything goes well for you. Good luck and wishing you a swift and peaceful journey

 

[Lost in a Dream]

i hope everything is peaceful for you

I hope so too.

Hi, I hope that you can find peace within yourself and that the other side treats you well

Hopefully I get to not exist on the other side. That would be great.

 

[Galileo3630]

I always used to wonder whether or not when we live this life, if it's just a test for something that's on the beyond, maybe an alien-like life where you live in paradise, nothing like heaven or hell, just an after-life in a completely different universe, completely different planet, makes you think. Either way, I hope you find what you're looking for on the other side.

 

[FuneralCry]

I very strongly believe that we just cease to exist once we exit this world, and to me that is something which certainly sounds so wonderful. There is nothing more ideal than having no more problems and not being able to suffer for all eternity, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom that you search for. Best wishes?

 

[Departme]

Best wishes to the OP, I hope all is peaceful for you - up the other end could be an option if you do throw up. I asked a question whether this could be possible the other day but I think it was lost in the thread.

I used to be a happy believer in the afterlife when young and quite spiritual in nature but I find it hard to believe "souls" could be allowed to suffer as they do on this planet from experiences. Not just the suicidal i nature but so many innocent people through no fault of their own whether it be famine, wars, disease, greed, crime, poverty the list goes on its quite heart breaking. Any maker worth their salt would have sent a meteor our way a long time since as the world is now a dreadful place for so many. The only caveat I suppose is the scientific principle energy cannot be destroyed only converted to another form but its most likely this would be worm food as there is zero evidence of any existence beyond this which is good as it might mean coming back!

 

[LateForTheBus]

I wish you a swift and peaceful journey

 

[Ruma]

Goodluck,wishing you a swift and peaceful passing.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Thank you for the replies everyone. I really want to do it today, but I can't without getting interrupted. I hate that I have to ruin the 10 hour fast I slept most of the way through.

I just don't know how to deal with the anxiety of being separated from my SN. It sucked so bad that it brought me to my limit yesterday.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Sorry it's come to this. If you have the right feeling come up, it is probably worth capitalizing on it because if it goes away it may not return for a while. At least that's what I've learned about myself.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Sorry it's come to this. If you have the right feeling come up, it is probably worth capitalizing on it because if it goes away it may not return for a while. At least that's what I've learned about myself.

I think it's true for me too, but I don't see it going away this time. I'm sure the separation anxiety from the SN will torture me again today and I'll be in the same place tomorrow, so that should make it easier to do, at least I hope so.

 

[LT1989]

Wishing you to find the peace you deserve

 

[Dead Meat]

Sorry to see you go @Lost in a Dream I wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey, and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I think it's true for me too, but I don't see it going away this time. I'm sure the separation anxiety from the SN will torture me again today and I'll be in the same place tomorrow, so that should make it easier to do, at least I hope so.

The last thread I created dealt with how I kind of made some inroads against my SI. It didn't GRT any attention which I felt was a shame because I thought it could be helpful. Maybe worth taking a look at it.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

The last thread I created dealt with how I kind of made some inroads against my SI. It didn't GRT any attention which I felt was a shame because I thought it could be helpful. Maybe worth taking a look at it.

I'll definitely look at it. Hopefully more people see it once I give it a bump. Do you have a link? It got buried and I can't view your profile.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

@Lost in a Dream I wish you the best

 

[MrbearX]

I'm not sure if today will work or not, so I'll probably try it tomorrow. I'm as ready to go as I'll ever be, so I'm hoping I can suppress my SI by smoking weed before I drink the SN. I know I'm going to throw it back up, so I'll have 2 extra glasses ready to drink. I'm going to put 20 grams in each one, but I'll double check the guide to make sure it's enough.

I know it would be better with AEs, but I'm not too worried about it. Somehow one of those three glasses will do me in. I've been ready to do this for the last few days, but I'm afraid of being discovered and losing my SN.

I'm so glad I found this site. It was nice to meet people who understand me and don't judge me for wanting to die. I'm still afraid of what might be on the other side, but this is the only way to find out what's actually there.

Yeah I'm waiting on mine to get here I will also be doing it without AE I can't get them and I've been as ready I hope everything goes smoothly and maybe join you on the other side soon

 

[outisforward]

I hope you find the peace you deserve best of luck on your journey

 

[Ki_Nam]

Have a nice afterlife

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[themethod]

Wishing you a smooth as possible ride!

 

[chuva de canela]

Best wishes <3

 

[Yahwa]

Wishing you a peaceful journey, may you get the love you deserve in your next life

 

[KettleKorn]

I'm not sure if today will work or not, so I'll probably try it tomorrow. I'm as ready to go as I'll ever be, so I'm hoping I can suppress my SI by smoking weed before I drink the SN. I know I'm going to throw it back up, so I'll have 2 extra glasses ready to drink. I'm going to put 20 grams in each one, but I'll double check the guide to make sure it's enough.

I know it would be better with AEs, but I'm not too worried about it. Somehow one of those three glasses will do me in. I've been ready to do this for the last few days, but I'm afraid of being discovered and losing my SN.

I'm so glad I found this site. It was nice to meet people who understand me and don't judge me for wanting to die. I'm still afraid of what might be on the other side, but this is the only way to find out what's actually there.

I've felt lost too lately, suffering is truly baked into the human experience, however, we are truly blind to what awaits us in the afterlife. Having said this, I think it's our duty as humans to try and find meaning in this endless suffering. I'm not trying to downplay your feelings at all but there is a way out, this feeling is only temporary. The people here will support you on your journey to healing, you can message me if you want to talk about it further. I'm no therapist, but I want to help.

 

[MrbearX]

I've felt lost too lately, suffering is truly baked into the human experience, however, we are truly blind to what awaits us in the afterlife. Having said this, I think it's our duty as humans to try and find meaning in this endless suffering. I'm not trying to downplay your feelings at all but there is a way out, this feeling is only temporary. The people here will support you on your journey to healing, you can message me if you want to talk about it further. I'm no therapist, but I want to help.

That may be easy for you to say but you know nothing of what someone else is going through I don't mean to sound mean or be an asshole but if someone is set on this being the right course of action unless you have something to add to their chosen method you should be supportive and wishing everything goes smoothly and they find peace with the path they've chose and you can find all you've said on goggle or by calling a number just as useless

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[Toji]

farewell, may your soul finally be at rest <3

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May the peace you seek become yours.