Venting I think I'm losing it

[NeoN0va]

I've written yesterday about how I feel that my life is a loop, and how I'm trying to fight the urge to just finally give up. I think that every second I'm getting weaker, too weak to continue this long ass fight. I don't think I can handle it for more than a couple days, yet I'm terrified as I still haven't got mt hands on antiemetics and antacids if I actually did lose it. I need some fucking rest, and I needed to vent like hell. Wish you all that the suffering will ease just a little bit, enough to survive a couple more days.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I hope that you find the rest you search for.