• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
eveastra

eveastra

Stargirl
Apr 14, 2024
2
1714728397944 1714728566430.png
I've been suicidal since i was twelve, woosh, tough i know, but life went on, every other year i would attempt again and again, that was until 2021in 2021, in addition to being groomed three times and sexually traumatized, i lost my grip on reality, i disassociated so hard i didnt even have the strength to be suicidal, i was in a limbo, in 2022, my long term friend group broke up, it was the hardest thing i ever went through, i was isolated. i became mute for two days, one of those in which i disassociated while driving and got into an accident. then things went on. so did misery and hollowness....until 2024, things are much worse, i am always smoking weed to function, i have decided to start planning my exit. and im sharing these as a start to my journey,
"get me away from here im dying, sing me a song to set me free"
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
Welcome to the forum! Good luck with your plans and I wish you all the best!
 
  • Love
Reactions: eveastra
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,191
It really sounds like you've suffered so much but anyway I wish you the best in your plans
 

Similar threads

Claymore7274
Replies
1
Views
161
Suicide Discussion
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
lye
Replies
1
Views
213
Suicide Discussion
pelicanportal
pelicanportal