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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
130
I graduate in summer 2027. I was gonna wait to do it in summer 2028, because then I'd have a year to experience a life with no stress.

But I realized it only take a couple days after I graduate to experience if I like life when there's no stress.

So after I graduate, I will be doing it when it is feasible for me to do it. I don't know how long this will take.

If I can get N, it's easy because I can do it whenever. But for SN it's difficult because of the planning and the fact it's a noisy death.
 
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Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
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Right there with ya, I think that's probably gonna end up being when I can leave too.
 
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Estrella87

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Jul 27, 2026
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Is good to take your time and have a long delay like you do. First because depending how your live evolve you can still change your mind. This shouldn't be a day to day decision.

Myself I lost my husband 6 years ago, I also suffer from health issues and I refuse to continue without him, but I planned to ctb only in 1 year or so, then I can see my niece who is all for me grow to her 18's and also I have time to think about the right method, document myself about this here, etc.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
130
Is good to take your time and have a long delay like you do. First because depending how your live evolve you can still change your mind. This shouldn't be a day to day decision.

Myself I lost my husband 6 years ago, I also suffer from health issues and I refuse to continue without him, but I planned to ctb only in 1 year or so, then I can see my niece who is all for me grow to her 18's and also I have time to think about the right method, document myself about this here, etc.
It's not a day to day decision for me. I won't get into why I want to do it because it's not relevant.

I know deep down already that nothing will change. But I think my SI won't let me CTB unless I prove that nothing will change.
 
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