So next Sunday is going to be my second time attempting to leave this sick body and this time I'm going to try by CO/grill and I think I have the right materials but hopefully someone can let me know if there's anything I'm missing or not.
And I know I ask a lot of questions on here, but I don't have family - they have all passed on, nor do I have friends, I mean not close friends. I have "acqauintance-friends," and of those, I only have two. And despite my past weekend failure, this is the first time I've ever attempted ending myself and crossing over into the afterlife, so I just want to make sure I don't want to fail again. I want to go home, to be with my family and friends that are waiting for me. I'm tired of the physical pain and the emotional pain. So...with that being said, here's the set-up I have:
- The tent:
The lup charcoal - I plan to buy two bags of these so I'm thinking that should be more than enough:
Then the grill:
I think this grill should be big enough to put both bags of lump charcoal in it.
The lighters (I plan to buy two packs):
Then the carbon monoxide meter:
So I'm hoping I have the right set-up with all this, but I'm not sure, what do you all think?
And I know I ask a lot of questions on here, but I don't have family - they have all passed on, nor do I have friends, I mean not close friends. I have "acqauintance-friends," and of those, I only have two. And despite my past weekend failure, this is the first time I've ever attempted ending myself and crossing over into the afterlife, so I just want to make sure I don't want to fail again. I want to go home, to be with my family and friends that are waiting for me. I'm tired of the physical pain and the emotional pain. So...with that being said, here's the set-up I have:
- The tent:
The lup charcoal - I plan to buy two bags of these so I'm thinking that should be more than enough:
Then the grill:
I think this grill should be big enough to put both bags of lump charcoal in it.
The lighters (I plan to buy two packs):
Then the carbon monoxide meter:
So I'm hoping I have the right set-up with all this, but I'm not sure, what do you all think?
