I have been suicidal since I was eleven years old. And I have always tried to move past in the hope that things would get better. But I am now nineteen and I still feel just as hopeless as I did 8 years ago. Nothing has changed except the fact that I am older. I am now searching to purchase sodium nitrite, although I don't know which websites are credible. There is a kind of peace in finally knowing what you want, even if no one else understands it.
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Animal Lover
- Aug 24, 2024
- 951
Hi I'm sorry you feel this way at such a young age. Have you tried medication? It might help with the depression.
darksouls
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- May 10, 2025
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for.Similar threads
