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Wanderer
- Jul 10, 2023
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That's horrifying. Thank you for sharing your experience. Did you take an antiemetic?I don't remember everything but I can tell you what was in my plan and the few things I remember. I had 3 glasses with 25gm SN but I vomited it all out, until I was dry heaving. I had written down in my plan that I should call the hospital as soon as a threw up the 3rd glass and I had them dialed just in case. After throwing up the 3rd glass I called the hospital and it all happened in maybe less than 12 minutes because I didn't pass out yet.
When I woke up in the hospital I obviously had a panic attack, I thought I'd actually succeed but I was wrong. I'm still very confused how I couldn't be successful with 75gm SN (I threw up a lot, but, still…)
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with SN. After feeling comforted that I had finally found a reliable and peaceful method, this has scared the living shit out of me.My method was SN and I somehow survived... My account was Griffith but it got deleted because I was inactive because I was in a hospital for weeks. Part of it was just being unconscious...
But it's fucked that I survived, not my own family is neglecting me, I've lost all my friends, life is just treating me like shit more and more... People cared more about me when they thought I was dead... I hate it, why am I always cursed, nothing goes my way... Not even death....