I survived taking Sn - My experience.

[mirage]

I've known this user personally for a while now and can confirm this happened. I've seen all the documents from the NHS which explains what went on in detail. They can't remember much from the day which is to be expected after you go through a traumatic event where you almost die.

 

[theboy]

SN is not detected in medical examinations? In blood, urine, or something like that?

 

[Kayla]

SN is not detected in medical examinations? In blood, urine, or something like that?

they found the sn container and some of it was missing

 

[Dante_]

Thank you for sharing your experience op, even though it was an incredibly difficult snd traumatic to survive, being so close to death and still having the strength to openly share it here. My most sincere best to you going forward from here, i personally know someone who survived sn and had to learn to walk again after her spinal chord was affected from the lack of oxygen, fortunately she's doing fine now.

 

[Kayla]

Thank you for sharing your experience op, even though it was an incredibly difficult snd traumatic to survive, being so close to death and still having the strength to openly share it here. My most sincere best to you going forward from here, i personally know someone who survived sn and had to learn to walk again after her spinal chord was affected from the lack of oxygen, fortunately she's doing fine now.

thank you <3

 

[theboy]

they found the sn container and some of it was missing

But in the body?

 

[Kayla]

But in the body?

well they knew i had injested it

 

[WatchmeBurn]

If your heart stops for 30 minutes you are definitely dead...

That's too generalised a statement really. If it's completely stopped then yeah you'll be dead, but cardiac arrest happens in a lot of different ways and it doesn't necessarily mean a 'total shut down', especially if it's starting and stopping w/ CPR and such.
Would be very interested in the full paperwork, could be medically useful, ofc with personal details omitted.

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

Thank you for sharing your experience op, even though it was an incredibly difficult snd traumatic to survive, being so close to death and still having the strength to openly share it here. My most sincere best to you going forward from here, i personally know someone who survived sn and had to learn to walk again after her spinal chord was affected from the lack of oxygen, fortunately she's doing fine now.

Holy fuck this is a nightmare

 

[Dante_]

Holy fuck this is a nightmare

Granted, it was not planned (was impulsive) in the wrong place and not to mention that the medical details around it are not fully known, a lot more info goes into it which I do understand but will not disclose.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Holy fuck this is a nightmare

Yeah these experiences are starting to scare me a bit. Maybe naively I thought if I take SN, end up panicking and calling for help I'll be out the hospital in 2 days. Talk of comas and learning how to walk again are really worrying.

 

[aalmoa001]

Yeah these experiences are starting to scare me a bit. Maybe naively I thought if I take SN, end up panicking and calling for help I'll be out the hospital in 2 days. Talk of comas and learning how to walk again are really worrying.

Really think it depends on how much you take, how quickly people take to come etc, but yeah I agree

 

[iFeelLikeAZombie]

I had a similar experience towards the end of last year. Induced coma after cardiac arrest and then had to learn to walk again. Spent 3 months in psych ward after. Lessons have been learnt (although probably not the lessons they wanted me to learn).

 

[kopebaldy]

The fact that you survived after drinking 70 freaking g really gives me anxiety ab this whole method.

 

[Xiaojiu]

Thank you for sharing your experience op, even though it was an incredibly difficult snd traumatic to survive, being so close to death and still having the strength to openly share it here. My most sincere best to you going forward from here, i personally know someone who survived sn and had to learn to walk again after her spinal chord was affected from the lack of oxygen, fortunately she's doing fine now.

How was her spinal cord affected? O;

 

[Dante_]

How was her spinal cord affected? O;

As much as i would've liked to share what happened, I can't.

 

[SilentSadness]

This honestly terrifies me, it's just so disgusting that you can spend so much effort trying to leave this existence and selfish people just claw you back, I hate people so much, this will be such a problem for me since I definitely won't be able to make any mistakes. I am sorry for the horrific abuse you experienced.

 

[Xiaojiu]

As much as i would've liked to share what happened, I can't.

Understandable! I respect that

 

[Aquiles292]

Did you throw up? Do you have any after-effects?

 

[Kayla]

Did you throw up? Do you have any after-effects?

i threw up loads after taking it as I didn't take any anti emetics, after effects are both my arms are 2 different colours. Both my legs are 2 different colours, im tired all the time, feel dizzy when i stand up etc

 

[elkheart]

Thank you for sharing your experience and being willing to open up especially after how traumatic and recent this was. I appreciate you replying even after scrutiny, and it just goes to show that the medical system is so troubled across the board not just depending on where you live but what time of day it is and who happens to be on staff.

My question is less about your method or any of that... how do you feel now? Have you had some time to process what happened? Feel any regret or gratitude or any of that?

 

[EmptyBottle]

The fact that you survived after drinking 70 freaking g really gives me anxiety ab this whole method.

There is a limit to how much the stomach can absorb before the heart stops (or O2 levels drop too much) and the stomach is forced to stop. Not to mention, since they knew the amount taken, they might've used a faster dose of methelyne blue (too much methelyne blue causes risky side effects, so they normally would have to give it slower)

 

[Kayla]

Thank you for sharing your experience and being willing to open up especially after how traumatic and recent this was. I appreciate you replying even after scrutiny, and it just goes to show that the medical system is so troubled across the board not just depending on where you live but what time of day it is and who happens to be on staff.

My question is less about your method or any of that... how do you feel now? Have you had some time to process what happened? Feel any regret or gratitude or any of that?

I still feel horrible. some days are better then others but I still don't want to be here. I'm already planning hopefully what will be my last attempt. The crisis team have given up on me after they found out i had ordered more sn. I regret taking it but only because I didnt plan it. I have other people saying how what I did has trauamatised them and stuff.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I still feel horrible. some days are better then others but I still don't want to be here. I'm already planning hopefully what will be my last attempt. The crisis team have given up on me after they found out i had ordered more sn. I regret taking it but only because I didnt plan it. I have other people saying how what I did has trauamatised them and stuff.

idk why the crisis team would give up (that's unprofessional too), even when I have not much to say, I'd at least try and listen and type a bit

 

[Kayla]

idk why the crisis team would give up (that's unprofessional too), even when I have not much to say, I'd at least try and listen and type a bit

They said no one is allowed in my flat and called the police on me today.