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MakinItHappen111

MakinItHappen111

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Jun 25, 2026
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It felt so peaceful, like all my problems were going away and feeling like im being hugged.

I woke up so dissapointed lol

I might try to od on fentanyl and heroin in a airbnb when im ready to replicate the peaceful feeling while actually ending it all.

@stillbelow
 
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KatalinaKrimson

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Jun 24, 2026
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Sounds dope. I may try 5 edibles for the fun of it, lol. I'm also looking for fent
 
iguazo falls

iguazo falls

Student
May 20, 2026
161
bwahaha when i was greening out for the first time in school that shit was scary and dumb, i thought i was dying of hypothermia and couldn't get the image of that scene in the smurfs 2 out of my head when smurfette goes all grey cause i was cold and my body seemed grey to me. another time i was paranoid on weed about... botulism?? but i have OD'd other ways and the acceptance of death bit is something else. i was thinking of doing something similar, even if i don't die i just want out, i really enjoyed other opioids. that said, ik were on a suicide forum but i wouldn't really encourage it for others cause i mean you don't want to wake up with more problems than you already have.
 

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