I started writing suicide notes

[attheendofthenight_]

I started with my mom but I have so many people I want to say goodbye to. So many people to know how great of an impact they had on me and how much I'm going to miss them. I have so much to write before I die. I wish I had more of an impact on these people but I know my death will be meaningless. I'm happy I won't hurt people, but I want to let them know that I cared.

 

[ginadu]

I am sure you did have an impact on these people. Sounds like you have many people who care about you. I doubt it was a one way street. They must have reciprocated your feelings. You are feeling low right now so I imagine you just can't feel their return of love and respect.

 

[peacebenow]

I am sure your death will not be meaningless.