I simply don't want to live

[TheHatedOne]

I'm tired of finding reasons. Yes, I'm in deep poverty, I was never loved and never will be, I'm all alone, in constant mental and physical pain and recently discovered I'm not even worthy of last wishes. But above all, I simply don't want to keep on living. I wasn't made for life and realized this since a very young age. I don't want to participate in this pointless fight for survival, don't want to partake into the rat race. I dont want to do things that are considered "normal" , not even "abnormal". I don't want to do anything. Just go back where I was before being dragged into this hell without my consent.

It's gotten worse since I lost my half, the only light that was left for me.
I don't want to continue live through this nightmare where suffering is at every step. I don't care that I'm young. I don't want to have anything to do with life, the whole concept and all the activities within it are fucked up for me.

Another shitty post. I'm so braindead that I gathered my last pieces of power to make these sentences.

 

[Ravel]

I feel the same. It's all so meaningless, I just wanted to sleep forever, it's like I don't belong in this world. I'm sorry for what you're going through, I hope you find peace

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Your suffering doesn't go unnoticed. This world is very harsh and traps people in truly horrendous circumstances through no fault of their own. I'm really sorry that all of these things keep piling up on you.. The uni stress, lost of friends, lovers, poverty. Being in the abyss is a wretched thing and you deserve far better, true happiness and contentment. I'm in the same boat too, I'm tired of all of this needless suffering.

 

[wanttodie]

I feel the same idont want to live

 

[Death_the_kid]

I feel exactly the same even when im young and my hands are beautiful and im a little handsome and preety and think f what a waste to put them to the worms, but I can't live i dn't know how, and seems that i dn't deserve nothing never obtain nothing so i want nothing anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am also very tired of living, I have never wanted to be alive. I think at this point I have suffered enough. I understand how you feel, life is just pointless suffering. I do not want to live in a world where so much pain exists. It sounds so peaceful to never have to experience anything again. I wish you the best. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much.

 

[whatevs]

The reason why I haven't done it already is because I'm pretty sure just killing yourself doesn't solve it, and rather could make it worse. "It" being the mysterious impulse that created life (and suffering), including ours. There might be a way to solve the puzzle without trying to break it. I don't think the puzzle can be broken.