burninghill
Arcanist
- Dec 2, 2025
- 427
He's such a nice person but I really should break up with him.
I'm not a great person and I get frustrated very easily because of how depressed and exhausted I am, I don't want to leave the house or be touched which he also can't seem to understand. He'll poke me and kiss me when I've said no, which besides depression, is also just shit because I'm autistic and that sucks.
I just don't think I'm a good person, or somebody who can support him in the way he wants. I also don't like feeling owned by somebody else and I definitely feel that way with him, like when he makes jokes about how I'm his and that parts of me are 'reserved' for him.
I know I should break up with him but I guess I just don't want to feel like a failure.
I'm not a great person and I get frustrated very easily because of how depressed and exhausted I am, I don't want to leave the house or be touched which he also can't seem to understand. He'll poke me and kiss me when I've said no, which besides depression, is also just shit because I'm autistic and that sucks.
I just don't think I'm a good person, or somebody who can support him in the way he wants. I also don't like feeling owned by somebody else and I definitely feel that way with him, like when he makes jokes about how I'm his and that parts of me are 'reserved' for him.
I know I should break up with him but I guess I just don't want to feel like a failure.
