I really want to die by drowning.

[rustinpeacepolaris]

I know this is weird but I heavily relate to Bojack Horseman, and this is his method of choice. It's perfect for me because I cannot swim, It's free, and There's a deep bayou not too far from my house that nobody ever visits. My only issue is SI and I'm not sure I can overcome it.
sorry if my english is bad i've destroyed my brain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish it's not so difficult to die, we shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.