I really can't handle work

[ikadasui]

It's pure misery. No enjoyment at all doesn't matter the job, constant pressure to perform and look/do your best lest you be seen as inadequate and humiliated. It's fucking cutthroat with your coworkers the entire time! I don't know how anyone can handle that 8hrs a day 5 days a week, I'm broken and I only work part in a "comfortable" environment in which I don't even have to deal with the general populace. All work every does is remind me just how fucking worthless and retarded I am every minute I'm there and it's required to live because the alternative is even worse. I can't comprehend that I was born to live such a miserable life like this all because 2 brain diseased idiots wanted a good time

 

[CommitSudoku]

I can relate, I'm my own worst enemy for working, I can't seem to deal with myself no matter the working environment. I wish I knew how others handle it, I feel like I'm just struggling and wasting time and falling further down a dark hole and having even less time for myself. I'm sorry work is so hard for you, best wishes with everything and I hope you can find peace one day.

 

[Of The Universe]

It's pure misery. No enjoyment at all doesn't matter the job, constant pressure to perform and look/do your best lest you be seen as inadequate and humiliated. It's fucking cutthroat with your coworkers the entire time! I don't know how anyone can handle that 8hrs a day 5 days a week, I'm broken and I only work part in a "comfortable" environment in which I don't even have to deal with the general populace. All work every does is remind me just how fucking worthless and retarded I am every minute I'm there and it's required to live because the alternative is even worse. I can't comprehend that I was born to live such a miserable life like this all because 2 brain diseased idiots wanted a good time

Believe me,I relate to this!! Now because I'm getting broke,I gotta go out and get a job! Phooey! Fuck em!!!

 

[charlotte greentea]

Lord, I know what this feels like. It seems like no matter what job I find, I'll be okay for a couple months because it's new and I'm out of whatever the last awful job was, then it sets in that everything is still awful. I'm still stressed, overworked, poor, and like a quarter of the reason I want to kill my self is the stress of work that I can't overcome.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I get real bored without work but the motivation for me to work now is low as I no longer believe in most of the myths of our civilization. Used to be more fulfilling because it feels you're helping out with something but in hindsight most of what we do is utter waste especially when you have the kind of jobs I've had

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds very awful what you are going through. It is such a horrible life, as we are forced to exist and we have all these pressures and expectations placed on us. Humans are just slaves to the society and they suffer for decades just for the sake of it. Overall, I see life as being very depressing.

 

[ncmxm]

Lord, I know what this feels like. It seems like no matter what job I find, I'll be okay for a couple months because it's new and I'm out of whatever the last awful job was, then it sets in that everything is still awful. I'm still stressed, overworked, poor, and like a quarter of the reason I want to kill my self is the stress of work that I can't overcome.

This is exactly how I feel word for word. And I don't see how it can be overcome.