I need to die

[MutatedFlower]

If I don't die, I'm going to become a monster.

Some much shit has happened to me. I've come to believe no one is innocent. Every little "innocnet" indifferent fuck is guilty.

I know the shit that has happened to me isn't the rule. But a human can only handle a certain amount of shit before losing it.

 

[theboy]

me 2

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If shit keeps coming, everyone is bound to break eventually.

 

[makethepainstop]

Guys, believe you me, that I know what you mean. You get to a point like,"If one more damn thing happens....." I know, dear God how I know.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable wanting to leave before life gets worse. It really is awful how in this life there is no limit as to how bad things can get and how much we can suffer. It's why to me the thought of non existence really is so appealing. I wish you freedom.

 

[universe]

I understand this feeling all too well. Telling yourself that you have to die now because the worst can happen, that it's the best thing that can happen to me. Either way, I'm counting on CTB one day, so might as well do it now. Why wait ? I could never live to be 80 years old.

 

[wanttodie]

me to i need to die

 

[Niirvana]

I think about suicide since I was 13 years old. I'm almost 29. I can't take it anymore. There will be no 2023 for me

 

[Fktw0rld]

I agree. We're all monsters in the making. Some are just too cowardly to choose a path and keep enduring the abuse. Me personally, if I don't end it for myself first, I'll be ending for everyone on my shit list before I make my own exit. No one acknowledges or pays attention to your depression and the abuse you tolerate until it turns into anger and rage. Then you become the bad guy. I'm walking the thin line as well.

 

[MutatedFlower]

I remember thinking this and still feel it somewhat but I have almost no recollection of posting this.

I prolly was drinking and may of been using benzos ---> I may of blacked out.

 

[Lost Magic]

I believe if I don't go soon, society will make me a monster. This world is getting sicker by the day, and there doesn't seem to be a cure in sight.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

I relate to this so we'll. I'm walking a thin line between sociopathy and philosophy. I'm scared of what I could do to people. All the more reason to try and leave as soon as possible

 

[S like Siren]

I know the shit that has happened to me isn't the rule. But a human can only handle a certain amount of shit before losing it.

I agree totally!!

 

[TheBroken]

Agreed ............ looking at my exit kit right now. Decisions decisions ......

 

[MutatedFlower]

I really am an awful person
It's why I need to die
Just so many failures
I'm pretty sure life will just continue on a spec in the cosmic pool

 

[pinkroses444]

If I don't die, I'm going to become a monster.

Some much shit has happened to me. I've come to believe no one is innocent. Every little "innocnet" indifferent fuck is guilty.

I know the shit that has happened to me isn't the rule. But a human can only handle a certain amount of shit before losing it.

I know how you feel. Personally I don't want to be a burden to my family anymore and i recognize i am too much

 

[MutatedFlower]

I know how you feel. Personally I don't want to be a burden to my family anymore and i recognize i am too much

Totally get it

 

[gimzero]

We all need it.