Help i need to ctb last time failed

[elonsnumber1]

i chickened out i guess but whatever i didnt have a great method anyway. does anyone have tips to man i dunno not chicken out maybe
also maybe method recommendations or something im totally fucked right now and i need to get out of something

 

[wellherewego_]

What happened last time?

 

[elonsnumber1]

What happened last time?

shit dude i just couldnt do it i had everything set up but pulled out at the last minute i guess

 

[prim]

if youre hesitating you are not ready, talk to somone

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Man, if I had any tips I wouldn't be here

 

[leavingsoon99]

This isn't for the faint of heart. It takes immense courage to do.

 

[gut24]

Listen to music while doing whatever you're planning to do. Probably blast it to the max. Or close your eyes, don't look. Kinda like, "don't look down". Worst case scenario, you could always reminisince in why you chose to try and CTB in the first place, and engulf yourself of those feelings... etc.
But I do hope you don't CTB. ngl, I do hope you chicken out again.

 

[elonsnumber1]

This isn't for the faint of heart. It takes immense courage to do.

hey man im aware ive done this before im just scared im gonna fail again and end up in a mental hospital for a while

Listen to music while doing whatever you're planning to do. Probably blast it to the max. Or close your eyes, don't look. Kinda like, "don't look down". Worst case scenario, you could always reminisince in why you chose to try and CTB in the first place, and engulf yourself of those feelings... etc.
But I do hope you don't CTB. ngl, I do hope you chicken out again.

thanks that sounds like a good idea musics pretty great

 

[wellherewego_]

shit dude i just couldnt do it i had everything set up but pulled out at the last minute i guess

What was your plan?

shit dude i just couldnt do it i had everything set up but pulled out at the last minute i guess

Only asking what your plan was to see if I can help you find the courage

 

[leavingsoon99]

hey man im aware ive done this before im just scared im gonna fail again and end up in a mental hospital for a while

That's why I backed out the last time. Well, I'm not afraid of a mental hospital, but having to be in a medical hospital because I'm a vegetable. I just had to do more research on my method. My attempt is highly likely to succeed going forward. Anyone who says their not scared is lying through their teeth. That's the greatest of conquests... overcoming the survival instinct.

 

[gut24]

thanks that sounds like a good idea musics pretty great

Music can be very powerful or influential. It makes me cry out or get 'in the zone', angry, depressed... A rollercoaster.
Find your best music. Or favourites that make you feel an emotion. Not just a song that you just'like'.
One that will influence you, make you feel different. Or make you feel at all.
idk..
as I said before, i ngl hope you chicken out again. for good.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that those who managed to go through with ctb had a method that they felt confident in and they just knew that the time is right for them to leave, or they got so desperate to be gone. Failing ctb sounds really horrific and there are just no easy answers to leaving this world. I hate how difficult it is to finally die and how in this world the most painless methods get restricted.