sadworld
existence is a nightmare
- Aug 25, 2020
- 3,870
My life has reached a new low point. People I've talked to, I lost every single one of them and I'm completly alone now. And now comes the worst thing. Tomorrow is my birthday and I need to be fucking happy. I don't think many people will congratulate me but to those that will, I need to be happy and thank them and I don't know how I'm supposed to do that. Normally, birthdays are happy days but for me it's a nightmare cause I actually need to talk to people and there is no way i can even be happy and I'm already sick and tired of faking happiness. I just want to sleep forever, I don't want to be here anymore. I don't belong here.