Venting I need someone.

[halleyscomet]

I need someone to talk to, to laugh with, to love and cherish.

I need someone that sees me, that acknowledges my existence.

I don't care if they use me, abuse me, beat me, ruin me. I just need someone or something to cling on to.

I don't care if they don't love me back, I feel out of place on my own. I feel like I'm drifting in and out of existence I don't feel real.

Maybe I'm desperate for attention, but I crave to be perceived, to be responded to.

I want physical touch, I want hugs, I want to be beaten, I don't care.

I just want to feel real, I want someone to care about me - I need someone to care about me.

 

[anhedonya]

I don't think there's anything wrong with wanting attention, love, and care. It doesn't make you attention-seeking or desperate. It's an extremely natural thing for us as people to want proof that we matter, to wish for others to check in on us, and to care for us when we're down. I know this isn't exactly what you're talking about wanting, but I am here if you ever need a listening ear. I care about what you have to say.

I hope you're able to find the healthy connections you're looking for someday. You deserve that piece of happiness and more.

 

[fewmoredays]

Dont worry im with you.

I need someone to talk to, to laugh with, to love and cherish.

I need someone that sees me, that acknowledges my existence.

I don't care if they use me, abuse me, beat me, ruin me. I just need someone or something to cling on to.

I don't care if they don't love me back, I feel out of place on my own. I feel like I'm drifting in and out of existence I don't feel real.

Maybe I'm desperate for attention, but I crave to be perceived, to be responded to.

I want physical touch, I want hugs, I want to be beaten, I don't care.

I just want to feel real, I want someone to care about me - I need someone to care about me.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I find it sad that you're willing to accept abuse, beatings, and being used just to feel human contact. I'm sorry OP that life has brought you to such a desperate place. No one should ever have to settle for that kind of abuse just to feel something.