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OT8

New Member
Jan 7, 2026
4
Okay so I've got a pretty good plan:

I'm going for partial hanging on my bedroom door, with me being on the inside of the closed and locked door.
I bought a fitness door anchor on Amazon which goes over the top of the door. I also have 10m of 12mm nylon rope which I'll tie to the anchor.
I am also planning to put a plastic bag over my head and tie my hands behind my back with cable binder. Before I start, I'll take some of my go to sleeping pills and Benzodiazepine.
I hope I will be save with all these measures.
Now to the problems.
I installed an app that sends scheduled messages so I can notify someone to find me (in my case a first responder I know, I'll tell him to contact an ambulance, he was there on four other of my attempts) but when they get in my flat, they'll find the closed door and I was thinking about how they are going to open it..
I don't want to break anything to cause more cost for my family but it seems somehow inevitable...
The only thing I can think of is when I lock the door, if I take the key out of the lock and put a second one outside of the door, maybe they can come in like this...

I just wanted to know if I'm missing something obvious as I'm all by myself with those plans🫠

My letters are all almost ready, my family goes on vacation next week and no one is gonna disturb me or look for me so if I didn't forget something important I think I'm good to go🙂🥹
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

I'm scared
Oct 4, 2025
165
i mean i think your plan is pretty solid, plastic bag and tying your hands might be a little overkill but if it works it works.
 
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OT8

New Member
Jan 7, 2026
4
i mean i think your plan is pretty solid, plastic bag and tying your hands might be a little overkill but if it works it works.
After 23 attempts since I was 8, an overkill is sadly necessary as I don't seem to be capable of doing it right 😅
 
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tss fss

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May 19, 2024
16
After 23 attempts since I was 8, an overkill is sadly necessary as I don't seem to be capable of doing it right 😅
What made you make so many attempt since such a young age ? What is your condition ?
 

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