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alexd

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Aug 9, 2026
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Firearms? they dont exist.
nitrogen? have no idea where to buy that
falling off a building? buildings here are literally not high enough
drugs? well drugs in general have low success rate so no
hanging? dont have a car to go to a forest and hide my rope

Im gonna go fucking crazy even when I want to ctb I have to do so much research as if Im writting a thesis for my phd, FUCK THIS SHIT RAAAAAAAH, I JUST WANT TO DIE WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HARD. PLSS im begging you guys if you can provide advice I would really appreciate it.
 
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I always thought it's easy to get a firearm in a third world country. Maybe you are not living in one?
 
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alexd

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I always thought it's easy to get a firearm in a third world country. Maybe you are not living in one?
firearms are illegal here, I dont live in south america
 
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I always thought it's easy to get a firearm in a third world country. Maybe you are not living in one?
I guess it might be relatively easy if you have 1) connections and 2) MONEY!
Most people in third world countries lack especially the latter.
 
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firearms are illegal here, I dont live in south america
That sucks. I can't get one here in Germany either.
I guess it might be relatively easy if you have 1) connections and 2) MONEY!
Most people in third world countries lack especially the latter.
I am living in a third world country too i guess. I don't have connections or money.
 
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Today I watched a video on youtube with a guy visiting Corsica. He talked to a teen who was only 15 or 16 yo and the teen said "everyone has a gun here..." You could see the gunshot mark on his little car. Corsican mafia is very dangerous, so I wouldn't try to talk to these people, but if you know the right people, I think it's possible to get a gun. Where I live, there are some Chechen people and I'm sure they have guns too. But it's the same as for Corsican, I'm not sure they will sell you a gun if they don't know you (and they will ask why I need a gun). It seems so simple to get a gun in the US. I'm jealous.
 
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alexd

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Today I watched a video on youtube with a guy visiting Corsica. He talked to a teen who was only 15 or 16 yo and the teen said "everyone has a gun here..." You could see the gunshot mark on his little car. Corsican mafia is very dangerous, so I wouldn't try to talk to these people, but if you know the right people, I think it's possible to get a gun. Where I live, there are some Chechen people and I'm sure they have guns too. But it's the same as for Corsican, I'm not sure they will sell you a gun if they don't know you (and they will ask why I need a gun). It seems so simple to get a gun in the US. I'm jealous.
I live in a country where even gangs operate purely with big knifes and rocks, the state has zero tolerance on guns
 
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Is SN regulated in your country?
 
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discernment

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Aug 11, 2026
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I don't think I have anything useful to add, but i'm really sorry that you're suffering so much and I hope you find some peace soon đź«‚
 
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sodium nitrite. It's often unregulated in many countries. it basically makes your blood stop working and is relatively more peaceful when compared with other methods.
 
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alexd

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I thought about it but Idk how to do it since I dont have anything to hang on
sodium nitrite. It's often unregulated in many countries. it basically makes your blood stop working and is relatively more peaceful when compared with other methods.
do you have any link to a thread which explain this in detail?
 
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