I need help ctb

[g59-4L]

Right now im lost, ive always been the fuck-up of the family, from school to sports i was always the problem child. Throughout the past few years ive battled chronic depression and suicidal ideation, but i cant take it anymore. ive been to psych wards, ive been on meds but nothing could make me truly happy, idk what to do i just want a painless way to end my suffering. I cant purchase anything that would be delivered to my house considering i live with my parents, im too much of a pussy to hang myself or ctb through other similar ways. the only way i think i could make it work is by carbon monoxide poisoning via car or the unreliable cherry pit method, other than that i dont know what i can do to end my suffering. please help.

 

[patricivselecta]

Hi! What about night-night? Surely you can get your hands on cornhole bags and gorilla tape?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

We can't help you finding a method bc this is your personal choice but there's the Suicide Resource Compilation. Anyway what you say it seems to be very difficult to get any method working while living with your parents. I hope find peace somehow.

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