Help I need easy to get Medication that’ll let me become unconscious so that I drown without waking up in my Bathtub. Please Help.

[madjin]

Hey, So i'm not gonna bore you with why I'm here or what drove me to all of this but I'm no stranger to suicidal Ideation and have even tried to kill myself quite a few times.

I have fundamentally come to see myself aa someone who is UNABLE to live a Normal life because I cannot beat my past and the things that have happened to me.

I'm tired and I am done and I do NOT intend to fail this final time.

My method? Here it is:

Warm water in a Bathtub. I put on some kind of weight on my neck so that Once I submerge myself in the water, in a specific position, I need conscious effort to keep my head above the water. Ofcourse before getting in I'm gonna down as many Pills/Tablets as I need so that Once i get KO'd And drown my body doesn't panic and I don't wake up. I understand that my body still might panic and flail around so the weight will need to be strong enough to keep my head down until the deed is done. The deed in question shouldn't take more than 2-8 minutes.

This, to me, has become the preferred choice to grant me the mercy of Freedom and return to the spiritual realm (I don't know what the individuals on this website majorly believe in But i believe in a afterlife of sorts. Not one of Heaven and hell but one where i. Death, there is no loss and we return to our true and amazing home.) as this life has become more and more burdensome to continue as I don't want to suffer for decades in various pains.

NOW, As it is with all 'easy' enough solutions (I see you Ligature Strangulation!) they are always tricky to get right and there are about a billion things that may go wrong. Maybe my head manages to stay above water or the water falls out just enough to keep my nose out of it…whatever.

What I need out of you people is a Solid and easy to get Knock-out/Temporary-Coma Cocktail of OTC Pills (preferably in the 15-25 pills amount) that will allot me a Brief window in which I can peacefully drown and return my Lovely infinite soul to the Aether.

I am NOT asking for a OTC drug cocktail that will cause OD or am I asking for a shoulder to cry on, Just the Knockout cocktail of pills will do.

The time to do this has been chosen, The bathtub is here (although I need a Drain cover lol) and I'm actively considering the perfect weigh-down-my-neck/head system, Doing my Research and considering fail-safe measurements (basically guaranteeing I don't get found out/'helped' before The Moment has passed). I'm trying to be as smart about this as I can be and consider every point of failure so the last thing I do is wake up disappointed I'm not dead. I'm doing my best through profound procrastination. I'll be trying out positions in my bathtub soon enough. Whether I should lay down or face forward. Please reccomend me on what you think is best.

I'm 5'10, in the 60-62 kg range. Also I know that SS barrs against active advice (which is bullcrap) so you're gonna have to tell me what I need to know/consider in creative ways by telling me to 'avoid' certain things because of how much you want me to 'live' or private message me if possible on this rather limited website.

Thank you! I appreciate your time and Hope I was AT-LEAST Half coherent.

Good morning, Good evening and Good night.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Imo, the method gets chosen first, then once you know your method, then you can choose the date of departure.

 

[stupid trans guy]

Hey, So i'm not gonna bore you with why I'm here or what drove me to all of this but I'm no stranger to suicidal Ideation and have even tried to kill myself quite a few times.

I have fundamentally come to see myself aa someone who is UNABLE to live a Normal life because I cannot beat my past and the things that have happened to me.

I'm tired and I am done and I do NOT intend to fail this final time.

My method? Here it is:

Warm water in a Bathtub. I put on some kind of weight on my neck so that Once I submerge myself in the water, in a specific position, I need conscious effort to keep my head above the water. Ofcourse before getting in I'm gonna down as many Pills/Tablets as I need so that Once i get KO'd And drown my body doesn't panic and I don't wake up. I understand that my body still might panic and flail around so the weight will need to be strong enough to keep my head down until the deed is done. The deed in question shouldn't take more than 2-8 minutes.

This, to me, has become the preferred choice to grant me the mercy of Freedom and return to the spiritual realm (I don't know what the individuals on this website majorly believe in But i believe in a afterlife of sorts. Not one of Heaven and hell but one where i. Death, there is no loss and we return to our true and amazing home.) as this life has become more and more burdensome to continue as I don't want to suffer for decades in various pains.

NOW, As it is with all 'easy' enough solutions (I see you Ligature Strangulation!) they are always tricky to get right and there are about a billion things that may go wrong. Maybe my head manages to stay above water or the water falls out just enough to keep my nose out of it…whatever.

What I need out of you people is a Solid and easy to get Knock-out/Temporary-Coma Cocktail of OTC Pills (preferably in the 15-25 pills amount) that will allot me a Brief window in which I can peacefully drown and return my Lovely infinite soul to the Aether.

I am NOT asking for a OTC drug cocktail that will cause OD or am I asking for a shoulder to cry on, Just the Knockout cocktail of pills will do.

The time to do this has been chosen, The bathtub is here (although I need a Drain cover lol) and I'm actively considering the perfect weigh-down-my-neck/head system, Doing my Research and considering fail-safe measurements (basically guaranteeing I don't get found out/'helped' before The Moment has passed). I'm trying to be as smart about this as I can be and consider every point of failure so the last thing I do is wake up disappointed I'm not dead. I'm doing my best through profound procrastination. I'll be trying out positions in my bathtub soon enough. Whether I should lay down or face forward. Please reccomend me on what you think is best.

I'm 5'10, in the 60-62 kg range. Also I know that SS barrs against active advice (which is bullcrap) so you're gonna have to tell me what I need to know/consider in creative ways by telling me to 'avoid' certain things because of how much you want me to 'live' or private message me if possible on this rather limited website.

Thank you! I appreciate your time and Hope I was AT-LEAST Half coherent.

Good morning, Good evening and Good night.

I have the same plan, i heard taking a bunch of sleep medicide and holding urself over the water until u fall asleep should work

 

[madjin]

Imo, the method gets chosen first, then once you know your method, then you can choose the date of departure.

I have the same plan, i heard taking a bunch of sleep medicide and holding urself over the water until u fall asleep should work

The method has already been decided, All I need to do now is the get the correct Combination of Knockout medication. Do I just get the strongest Over the counter sleep meds, down say 20-25 pills and then do it or do i need to mix and match various pills for the best outcome? Do you have any idea?

 

[stupid trans guy]

I havent looked into the specifics, but if you want to die by drowning be careful not to over do it because there is still a small chance of od which can be very painful, but yes any strong acting sleeping medicine, and you could trial and error the doases too, like before sleep or even planking until the medicine takes you out? I think mixing and matching probably isnt a smart idea, depending on what you take, and 20-25 is probably good, id just make sure to look everything up and research!

 

[darksoul999]

The method has already been decided, All I need to do now is the get the correct Combination of Knockout medication. Do I just get the strongest Over the counter sleep meds, down say 20-25 pills and then do it or do i need to mix and match various pills for the best outcome? Do you have any idea?

Here are the steps.

1. Find a drug dealer

2. Buy Fentanyl or Heroin

3. IV it or snort once in position

You need an opiate to knock you out. This is what i am doing.

Have my Fentanyl on standby.

I ordered mine online.

I do not plan on drowning myself, just to OD but if you can get your hands on any Opiate or possibly Xanax it should do the job

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

The method has already been decided, All I need to do now is the get the correct Combination of Knockout medication. Do I just get the strongest Over the counter sleep meds, down say 20-25 pills and then do it or do i need to mix and match various pills for the best outcome? Do you have any idea?

If it were this easy, everyone would do it.

Have you read any of the methods guides around here? They have more info on drugs.

 

[stupid trans guy]

Website said sleeping pills and alcohol can increase risk of od, but probably would work with passing out in the tub, ofc theres still the risk of od. I recommend doing more research on here, google, other sites, snd being absolutely sure. I wish u peace and the right outcome if you fully decide on this <3

 

[madjin]

Imo, the method gets chosen first, then once you know your method, then you can choose the date of departure.

I have the same plan, i heard taking a bunch of sleep medicide and holding urself over the water until u fall asleep should work

The method has already been decided, All I need to do now is the get the correct Combination of Knockout medication. Do I just get the strongest Over the counter sleep meds, down say 20-25 pills and then do it or do i need to mix and match various pills for the best outcome? Do you have any idea in

I havent looked into the specifics, but if you want to die by drowning be careful not to over do it because there is still a small chance of od which can be very painful, but yes any strong acting sleeping medicine, and you could trial and error the doases too, like before sleep or even planking until the medicine takes you out? I think mixing and matching probably isnt a smart idea, depending on what you take, and 20-25 is probably good, id just make sure to look everything up and research!

With all due respect, Who cares about OD'ing once I've already drowned and died?

Not trying to be dismissive but As long as I get KO'ed for good and my head falls down under the water and stays there for a few minutes I am GOOD. And I have thrown up before on OTC meds. Lost memories, couldn't control my body for days and was weak for close to a week.

If it were this easy, everyone would do it.

Have you read any of the methods guides around here? They have more info on drugs.

Idk man, This sounds pretty easy and do-able. Once that head is down under and there's possibly no way it's coming back up for Air or Body's fighting back GG. I have looked over the method guides and got the bath tub idea from one such thread, it just clicked in my mind how perfect and peaceful this method is. I wanna make this one work.

Here are the steps.

1. Find a drug dealer

2. Buy Fentanyl or Heroin

3. IV it or snort once in position

You need an opiate to knock you out. This is what i am doing.

Have my Fentanyl on standby.

I ordered mine online.

I do not plan on drowning myself, just to OD but if you can get your hands on any Opiate or possibly Xanax it should do the job

There will be no hardcore drugs Used. Mainly because it will be impossible to find, I do not have the will to find it and other personal reasons. OTC drugs, and water, I hope will do just fine. Also Good luck on your method.

I havent looked into the specifics, but if you want to die by drowning be careful not to over do it because there is still a small chance of od which can be very painful, but yes any strong acting sleeping medicine, and you could trial and error the doases too, like before sleep or even planking until the medicine takes you out? I think mixing and matching probably isnt a smart idea, depending on what you take, and 20-25 is probably good, id just make sure to look everything up and research!

Hmm, I also wanna keep the drug usage simple. Last thing I want is 2 drugs reacting to eachother and making me throw up in the tub. But Bro, What do you mean by planking? And Again, I don't think Od'ing matters once I'm down under for those few minutes and stay there. But idk, I don't wanna leave any stone unturned like last time

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

The method has already been decided, All I need to do now is the get the correct Combination of Knockout medication. Do I just get the strongest Over the counter sleep meds, down say 20-25 pills and then do it or do i need to mix and match various pills for the best outcome? Do you have any idea in

With all due respect, Who cares about OD'ing once I've already drowned and died?

Not trying to be dismissive but As long as I get KO'ed for good and my head falls down under the water and stays there for a few minutes I am GOOD. And I have thrown up before on OTC meds. Lost memories, couldn't control my body for days and was weak for close to a week.

Idk man, This sounds pretty easy and do-able. Once that head is down under and there's possibly no way it's coming back up for Air or Body's fighting back GG. I have looked over the method guides and got the bath tub idea from one such thread, it just clicked in my mind how perfect and peaceful this method is. I wanna make this one work.

There will be no hardcore drugs Used. Mainly because it will be impossible to find, I do not have the will to find it and other personal reasons. OTC drugs, and water, I hope will do just fine. Also Good luck on your method.

Hmm, I also wanna keep the drug usage simple. Last thing I want is 2 drugs reacting to eachother and making me throw up in the tub. But Bro, What do you mean by planking? And Again, I don't think Od'ing matters once I'm down under for those few minutes and stay there. But idk, I don't wanna leave any stone unturned like last time

A method based in reality. A viable method. The most important thing about a method is that it works.

 

[madjin]

A method based in reality. A viable method. The most important thing about a method is that it works.

What makes you think this method is…less than suitable? Seems good enough to me. Nary a Better killer than water.

But please, Tell me what you think.