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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
I have lost my mind! I need to OD...It's all I have ...I know they don't work...but I need to make it work....I can't go on like this...I can't go back to the mental hospital. There is no help! I need to go where no one will find me and od and drink poison...HELP ME
 
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rekt

Member
Jul 31, 2025
54
I have lost my mind! I need to OD...It's all I have ...I know they don't work...but I need to make it work....I can't go on like this...I can't go back to the mental hospital. There is no help! I need to go where no one will find me and od and drink poison...HELP ME
OD on what?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,419
You find the working ODs in the PPH.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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dogemn

Student
May 30, 2023
124
I overdosed on heroin I ordered on the DN last year and it nearly killed me had my sister not found me in the bathroom and taken me to the hospital. It was very pleasant too and I felt no pain at all. I had injected it however, which is not easy to do the first time because you have to overcome the fear first.
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
I overdosed on heroin I ordered on the DN last year and it nearly killed me had my sister not found me in the bathroom and taken me to the hospital. It was very pleasant too and I felt no pain at all. I had injected it however, which is not easy to do the first time because you have to overcome the fear first.
that sounds perfect. I don't even know how to access DW
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,490
It really sounds like you've suffered a lot in this cruel, torturous existence, I really understand just wishing to be free from all the suffering and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly, I also just wish for an guaranteed method and I always suffer so much from how I cannot have that, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
It really sounds like you've suffered a lot in this cruel, torturous existence, I really understand just wishing to be free from all the suffering and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly, I also just wish for an guaranteed method and I always suffer so much from how I cannot have that, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
I love you...thank you.
 

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