I need a quick method to ctb without much pain.

[ash.h]

I'm going to make this quick. Over this last year I've tried to ctb, around 6 times. All failed. I've 1) thrown myself off a ledge. 2) drank hand sanitizer. 3) tried to hang myself. 4) tried to slit My wrist but my SI kicked in. 5)tried hanging again. 6) tried to dehydrate myself to death.
All failed. Usually my survival instincts kicked in and prevented me. Is there a quick pain free method to ctb without triggering si?
(I have no access to a gun or meds, aside from paracetamol.)

 

[FuneralCry]

No, such a thing doesn't exist. If it did I would be long gone at this point and I doubt that there would be all these endless suicide method threads on this forum. I really wish that such a thing as a quick, easily accessible painless method existed, it would be ideal.

 

[ash.h]

No, such a thing doesn't exist. If it did I would be long gone at this point and I doubt that there would be all these endless suicide method threads on this forum. I really wish that such a thing as a quick, easily accessible painless method existed, it would be ideal.

Is there any easy-ish method at all???

 

[sincerelysad]

Is there any easy-ish method at all???

dying on purpose is hard. so, no, there isn't.
im stuck in an abusive relationship i cannot escape. i would have been dead years ago if it were easy-ish and painless

 

[ash.h]

dying on purpose is hard. so, no, there isn't.
im stuck in an abusive relationship i cannot escape. i would have been dead years ago if it were easy-ish and painless

I CANT KEEP GOING! I JUST CANT.

 

[ash.h]

same. unfortunately i have no choice lol

This can't be. It can't keep going like this. WHY WHY WHY FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME FFS

 

[kazewoatsumete]

you sound pretty young— impulsive ctb rarely works out the way we would like it to. if you're not prepared for actual death, perhaps it would be better to try and find ways to make living more tolerable.

 

[littlelady774]

You seem really young. How old are you? Have you talked to somebody? A counselor? I'm not a prolifer, but Making this kind of decision so young is a bad idea. Wait and live life a little

 

[ash.h]

you sound pretty young— impulsive ctb rarely works out the way we would like it to. if you're not prepared for actual death, perhaps it would be better to try and find ways to make living more tolerable.

I've been planning this for years. This isn't impulsive just more so desperate

You seem really young. Have you talked to somebody? A counselor? I'm not a prolifer, but Making this kind of decision so young is a bad idea. Wait and live life a little

Like I said previously. I've been planning fir years. Ive made My choice. I'm too far gone

 

[kazewoatsumete]

I've been planning this for years. This isn't impulsive just more so desperate

Like I said previously. I've been planning fir years. Ive made My choice. I'm too far gone

there are resources to deal with dysphoria, and dysphoria is a condition that can be mitigated with outside intervention. it really does not sound like you have been planning properly. there are lots of resources to help people like you in your position.

 

[ash.h]

there are resources to deal with dysphoria, and dysphoria is a condition that can be mitigated with outside intervention. it really does not sound like you have been planning properly. there are lots of resources to help people like you in your position.

It's more than the dysphoria. It's the constant pain. Depression. Unhappiness. My trauma. I have Made my decision.

 

[littlelady774]

How old are you? If you don't mind me asking

I'm not saying there's a magic age where you're suddenly allowed to be able to ctb, but there's definitely a fine line for someone to have a certain maturity level before making such a decision

You said you were in you teens. 13? 15? 19? There's a huge maturity level gap between these ages

 

[ash.h]

Hey, I pmed you some stuff. Can you reply and let me know when it's saved to your phone?

It won't let me send my reply

 

[SexyIncél]

I'm deeply, deeply sorry for your pain. You are a teenager, apparently 18 or below. If so, you found a way around the age-restrictions on this site. We can not assist you in dying.

 

[ash.h]

It's because you're new to the site. Did you save the resources? You can post your reply here if you feel comfortable.

I was just saying that I'm grateful for your attempts. Everything is hurting and im trying so so so hard. I feel as if tonight's my curtain call

I was just saying that I'm grateful for your attempts. Everything is hurting and im trying so so so hard. I feel as if tonight's my curtain call

I just feel so lost in the dammed world.

I was just saying that I'm grateful for your attempts. Everything is hurting and im trying so so so hard. I feel as if tonight's my curtain call

I just feel so lost in the dammed world.

I'm so intent on dearh. I've also found My method now. Which I'm executing tonight maybe, idk

I'm deeply, deeply sorry for your pain. You are a teenager, apparently 18 or below. If so, you found a way around the age-restrictions on this site. We can not assist you in dying.

I'm 18

 

[outrider567]

I'm going to make this quick. Over this last year I've tried to ctb, around 6 times. All failed. I've 1) thrown myself off a ledge. 2) drank hand sanitizer. 3) tried to hang myself. 4) tried to slit My wrist but my SI kicked in. 5)tried hanging again. 6) tried to dehydrate myself to death.
All failed. Usually my survival instincts kicked in and prevented me. Is there a quick pain free method to ctb without triggering si?
(I have no access to a gun or meds, aside from paracetamol.)

Nitrogen is pain free and quick, but takes weeks to order it all, plus total cost is $500 to $700

 

[ash.h]

Nitrogen is pain free and quick, but takes weeks to order it all, plus total cost is $500 to $700

I have a belt could that kill me

 

[ash.h]

I don't think this website is the right place for you. Please contact Samaritans or Trans Lifeline to talk to them.

Maybe ill reevaluate

 

[exhaustedanonymous]

I have a belt could that kill me

hanging with a belt is very tricky and often does not go as intended. you might just damage your brain and then have to live with those permanent internal injuries. please talk to the trans helplines or anything like that, if you're in the us just dial 988 and they'll talk to you. i can give you the number of a service that handles suicide callers who are honestly great listeners and really helped me when i needed them, please just don't risk hurting yourself and ending up in a worse situation

 

[bramblebamblebambe]

I'm sorry some advice (unintentionally I'm sure) comes across as invalidating but my first attempt at CBT was at 17 and I wish I was successful then. Yes you're young but people shouldn't be telling you how to think and feel, saying it could get better, they are minimizing how difficult it is for you right now and this just makes people feel worse and more misunderstood. Support works for some but not for everyone. No one knows your turmoil, your trauma, your situation, none of these people know what support there is for you or even if you have the ability to reach out for it.

I do though think that desperation does cloud the mind, and can make you impulsive which means you might not plan correctly and are more likely to fail. Perhaps plan when you are calmer and have a clearer mind, don't rush, research and talk to people here. I hope your mind can be quiet for a bit so you can have a little peace

 

[userguy993]

Nitrogen is pain free and quick, but takes weeks to order it all, plus total cost is $500 to $700

Can you PM me more info on this?

 

[Vuxin]

Cant go wrong with a 12g to the skull

 

[bolt]

Cant go wrong with a 12g to the skull

can you elaborate?

 

[enough of this]

This can't be. It can't keep going like this. WHY WHY WHY FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME FFS

Same for me. A quick non-violent method would be so good.

This can't be. It can't keep going like this. WHY WHY WHY FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME FFS

Same for me. A quick non-violent method would be so good

This can't be. It can't keep going like this. WHY WHY WHY FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME FFS

Same for me. A quick non-violent method would be preferred.