Venting I must be cursed

[terribleson15]

Just coming on here to rant:

But I must say things for once actually started to look pretty good for me, and I know how that goes..
Every time something good happens something bad will happen that makes all the joy and happiness fade away, crazy right?
It's been like this for fucking ever I literally think I'm cursed

 

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

I know exactly how you feel, and I'm not just saying that. I also believe that I'm cursed, especially when it comes to happiness. I made a few posts about it on here a while ago (here's the link to one of them, if you want to see it and if you can relate: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-life-is-a-complete-joke.214978/). It's one of the main reasons why I want to die, honestly. I don't want to suffer with this curse (or whatever it is, but I'm pretty sure they're not coincidences) for the rest of my life. Either we did something/were god awful people in our past lives to deserve to be this unlucky with happiness in this one, or the universe just hates us for no reason at all.

 

[Ligottian]

A lyric from Joy Division.

Just for one moment/I thought I'd found my way
Destiny unfolded/I watched it slip away!