Venting I miss him

[deusexmachina]

I miss my best friend mikko
He was all I had, All I cared for.
I fucked up, fucked up majorly. I did a lot of drastic things to try and get his attention and he got tired of me and left.
He was the only person who helped me with my abusive family, He was the only person that stood by me when my boyfriend abused and raped me, He was the only person that ever told me he loved me and meant it. And now he's gone.
I miss him. I want him back. But he said he never wants to see me ever again and will never consider being friends with me again.
I want to die, I can't live without him

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really painful what you have to endure, existing truly is so dreadful.

 

[MrDarkness]

Hey I've had the girl of my dreams stomp on my heart infront of me, I can't forget her I keep hearing and seeing her in my head. I understand your pain, I often think of ctb so I can't deal with the memories anymore