Venting I might’ve helped someone ctb

[Liebestod]

About two weeks ago a member started a conversation with me after I replied to his post asking for links for a substance. The conversation spanned until Friday night (October 10th) the day the member's package came. The member hasn't been active since they confirmed to me that the substance arrived. With my help this member was able to successfully order and receive the substance and most likely ctb with said substance and a benzo. If this is true then I actually helped someone die. This substance is more potent than fentanyl so no it's not SN. If you were active in the threads for the past month you probably know what the substance I'm talking about is. But I don't know how to feel. The pro life stalkers of this thread probably think I'm a murderer for helping someone ctb but I feel like I helped someone escape this prison planet and his problems he had. RIP to CM (member's username initials) if you successfully ctb.

 

[batmanreal]

you're definitely not a murderer. that member was set on their decision, they would have found that source with or without your help; it just would have taken longer. you helped them achieve peace quicker, that's all.

 

[socksnsandles]

i could see why you might feel guilty, but you shouldnt. dont infantilize CM. he ordered it, he took it. he would have done it with or without your help.

if anything, be proud you helped the guy do it in a peaceful and dignified way

 

[Liebestod]

i could see why you might feel guilty, but you shouldnt. dont infantilize CM. he ordered it, he took it. he would have done it with or without your help.

if anything, be proud you helped the guy do it in a peaceful and dignified way

I never felt guilty in fact I am kind of proud.

 

[rs929]

I don't think there's an ultimate and definitive answer to this matter.

 

[Xiaojiu]

you are not a murderer. That user made choice :(

 

[TooMuch.]

About two weeks ago a member started a conversation with me after I replied to his post asking for links for a substance. The conversation spanned until Friday night (October 10th) the day the member's package came. The member hasn't been active since they confirmed to me that the substance arrived. With my help this member was able to successfully order and receive the substance and most likely ctb with said substance and a benzo. If this is true then I actually helped someone die. This substance is more potent than fentanyl so no it's not SN. If you were active in the threads for the past month you probably know what the substance I'm talking about is. But I don't know how to feel. The pro life stalkers of this thread probably think I'm a murderer for helping someone ctb but I feel like I helped someone escape this prison planet and his problems he had. RIP to CM (member's username initials) if you successfully ctb.

No, you 100% did the right thing. People's rights are being taken and/or they are just being scooped up off the streets to be taken to torture prisons in some places right now. For all we know you kept someone from being put through agony.

 

[Yavannah]

what you did was an act of compassion.
people that never haven been suicidal will never understand this.