I might have just found the suicide goldmine.

[iwantangels]

Fentanyl patches.

Recently my mothers big dog has been diagnosed with bone cancer, an extremely painful and deadly disease in dogs. Because the dog has been in a lot of pain, the vet prescribed him with fentanyl patches that are changed weekly. Extremely lethal to humans, even adults. Doesn't even have to be ingested, the patch just being on your skin will still likely kill you, which is ideal for me as I am extremely avoidant of feeling sick. Even if the patch is years old, as long as the sticky adhesive side is sealed in a bag to keep it from drying out, it can still easily kill you. Getting my hands on one of these discarded patches would be the absolute gold mine.

The only problem is that my country likes to shove their Big Brother surveillance up our fucking asses. The patches are only strictly put on the dog at the vet, and the patches legally need to be returned to the vet as well, everything documented closely. The only chance I would have to die peacefully is to do it within a month, as bone cancer in dogs kills them pretty quickly, and he might not be around for much longer.

I would have to a) Be ready to kill myself, which I am not, b) Find out how to get myself alone with the dog, might not be too hard considering he likes to sleep in an isolated spot, but c) I will have to peel back the patch a little bit and awkwardly stick half of it to my arm for a prolonged period of time. I likely will not be able to die in the comfort of my bed or another location I prefer. Straight up taking the patch is something I could do in theory but I wont. I'll still have to be ready to die within a week, and it is pretty mean and immoral to outright steal the whole patch from the dog too early, as he needs it for the pain. Also wow, you'd be losing your dog first, and then your child. That will probably suck a lot.

Considering all these roadblocks. Is there any possible theories as to how I can get my hands on a discarded fent patch morally? I do not want to take the patch prematurely.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Woah, it's a crazy situation to be in. You've all what you need to ctb, but you can't use it.
I'll be in similar shoes soon. I have ordered SN. I don't want to go so soon. But if i don't use it, it'll get seized and I'll lose the chance of ctb for several years. Pretty crazy.

Coming to your question, based on what i have read on the site:
It's available on the street, and dark net but chances of getting scammed is also high.
I don't think there's a legal way to get those patches from a vet. The only way is to break into the vet clinic and steal fent and N. But i know we can only imagine doing that.
I'm in India, so Fent is not available at all.
I have a Vet clinic very near to my place and i always imagine myself looting the clinic of all the N needed for my ctb that's only going to stay as a dream

 

[unluckysadness]

My previous GP prescribed me Fent patches a few years ago and I had very bad side effects with just one patch (heart racing, panic attack and probably dizziness but I don't remember exactly). So I didn't take the other patches but I still have 5 of them (expired in 2021). Anyway I don't think it's enough for ctb.