I 'm confused

[Mei98]

Hi
First, I am sorry for my english
It's complicated... last night i take more than 50 pills of lithium with beer... It's "weird " beacause my body catch the most part.. then the day after was a little bit hard but now i'm feeling "healthy"
I didn't go to hospital and i 'am confused about two reasons
1 Is possible that ther is something tha want me here? (Is not the first time that i CTB"
2 during the famous night mentally i didn't feel nothing particular (the happiness to die or the fear of leave life)... probably this is connected to the fact that i feel more like an object than a person

 

[Mentalmick]

You would need a lot more than 50 pills to od on. And even then it would take a few days, maybe weeks.

 

[WornOutLife]

Overdoses tend not to work.
I had like 100 different pills and got a 2-day comma. That was it.

Anyway, hope you can decide what's the best for you for the next time.

Hugs and love