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Alex_Was_Here

Alex_Was_Here

Obsessive
Apr 7, 2023
39
I'm running out of steam. What is there to say that I haven't already said somewhere else on here? My head really hurts, I stopped taking good care of myself. I don't feel like I'm worth anything. I don't want to be alone but it's what I deserve, if someone saw me they would see how filthy I am. They would see how much I've been built up and torn down. They would see how broken and used I am. I might be good for a conversation, for quick stress relief, but I'm not actually worth caring about. I never was, I truly have no equivalent value. I'm worthless, I'm just a creature who wants to make others happy at its own expense.

I love you.

I'll be okay.
I'm always okay.
 
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