terra.nuvo
Student
- Feb 15, 2024
- 180
So it's finally over. I've given up on everything. I'm tired of trying and believing that things will get better or that there are better days ahead. I tried so hard and I've been struggling for years now. And for a moment, about a month, I felt like I could finally make it and be alright. But that's apparently not gonna happen. I texted the guy who broke my heart and treated me like shit. Seeing if after 3 years he'd finally say anything. Even that he doesn't want to talk to me. But like always he continued to ghost me. But at least he finally blocked me! He told me he loved me. And all I ever did was tell him the truth. The truth about everything about me and he still manipulated me and lied to me. I give up. I hate life. And I know that I can't bring myself to end it all, but I just wish the pain would end. I give up.
