talked to my therapist

[smirks00ts]

im typing this in front of him rn. he doesnt know about tbis place like most people hwre so dw.

I talked to him about my mood swings and also my CTB plans. (well only the gun one, I didnt mention my SN plan or jumping.). i did ask him about what they do to people that wanna CTB and he told me it kind of depends on how like. conscious? they are. he said its kind of a chemical thing which helped me feel a bit better icl. and they give them a syringe or like meds idk. he didnt mention anything about reporting or psych ward tho so thats smth. either way, I may start meds for the first time in my life today.

also talked to him about my summer and stuff. it was kind of nice. it made me forget my CTB plans for a bit.

I guess thats all. I hope it goes well.

 

[nayomi]

i think the more you share the better and easier it gets to get well
why you are afraid telling about this forum?

 

[smirks00ts]

nvm. I was too late and the pharmacies closed down. so ill get it tommorow. im not too annoyed.

i think the more you share the better and easier it gets to get well
why you are afraid telling about this forum?

mental health is...not very popular where I live idk? and im afraid it might get banned or smth.

 

[SkeletonFlower96]

Do you have a CTB method at home?

 

[nayomi]

nvm. I was too late and the pharmacies closed down. so ill get it tommorow. im not too annoyed.

mental health is...not very popular where I live idk? and im afraid it might get banned or smth.

banned from the forum?

i would ask what things they will report on and what they wont. they should have some kinds of disclosure agreement

 

[smirks00ts]

Do you have a CTB method at home?

only my dad's few firearms.

banned from the forum?

i would ask what things they will report on and what they wont. they should have some kinds of disclosure agreement

I meant I feared the site would b blocked here haha but I guess I was paranoid in the morning. either way he didnt say anything about such but they domt seem to have a psych ward

 

[nayomi]

only my dad's few firearms.

I meant I feared the site would b blocked here haha but I guess I was paranoid in the morning. either way he didnt say anything about such but they domt seem to have a psych ward

kinda complicated to block, also you can still use vpn...
they put there immediate threat only

 

[smirks00ts]

kinda complicated to block, also you can still use vpn...
they put there immediate threat only

I guess thats fair...ill try to ask him more later then, thank you!