Venting I lost hope

[meiherasayuri]

I truly lost her when I realized I couldn't save the person I love. Lately, I've been very sad, realizing that no matter what I do, that person will ctb before me, but I'm too cowardly to do it, so I'm still here for that reason,I know it's unrequited love and is no longer as close to him as before
I also lost hope when I realized nothing will change and my life will be the same, stuck in a loop I'll never escape


Because I want to save other people if I can't save myself? why? What's the point of that? Why continue for unrequited love? because I'm still here in the first place?
He'll probably do it, and I'll be left here suffering like a miserable wretch,Maybe because I'm miserable and pathetic,idk,my life i ts shit,Crying is the only thing I can do, and sometimes it's the only thing I do
I feel bad, everything will get worse and all I'll be able to do is cry like a miserable wretch,There is no hope left, I've lost everything, they say hope is the last thing you lose,But what if you've lost even that?
I lost hope, boy have I fallen so low,I'll be in a cycle where my life gets worse and worse,I think I'm just miserable, that's all

 

[bpdscared9]

You're very strong for still being with us, OP. You may be feeling right now like you're losing your entire life but trust me, things eventually gets better than they were. It's not your time yet to leave this world, there's prolly something awaiting for you.

You got this, remember everything passes, I'm so proud of you! You can text me if you wish to vent and talk to someone during these though moments, you're more than welcome