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somi.c

Member
Dec 28, 2025
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So I've decided to inhale helium gas and die by asphyxiation. But the problem is after last time when I bought SN and my sister found it and showed my parents they keep my purchases under control also I'm 18 and a high school senior and my parents want to control me so much that they don't let me get a job, go outside without their permission or have a bank account. SN was my only hope out of this hell but my family threw it down the drain and now I really need to die but I have no idea how to do it while my parents are watching my every move. Also they don't love me they just don't want to tarnish their reputation
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
657
the only thing i can think of that wouldn't be waiting until you can move out is a train or jumping (hanging is an option if you can steal a rope)
 
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BlockedintheUK

Student
Dec 20, 2025
107
Maybe get the fuck out of that house and see how you feel then? Sounds like you are trapped in toxic shit.
 
SufferingDev

SufferingDev

The Prince of the Earth's Last SN Stronghold
Aug 4, 2024
117
1. Do NOT stay in abusive household - If I knew that faster, probably wouldn't be here.
2. Maybe try to look for a partner that can help you?
 
chaewon

chaewon

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Jan 8, 2026
67
1. Do NOT stay in abusive household - If I knew that faster, probably wouldn't be here.
2. Maybe try to look for a partner that can help you?
Wish it was this easy to leave an abusive household
 
SufferingDev

SufferingDev

The Prince of the Earth's Last SN Stronghold
Aug 4, 2024
117
It is not - I am a lucky fella I moved out while being 18 - because of my job as Software Engineer but I know many are not as lucky - I can't and don't want to judge - in MY opinion I would leave no matter what but again, I didn't have to ever sleep on streets or anything so my opinion is subjective.
 

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