I don't want to do anything. I want to lie down and die. What's the point of anything? I can't see myself growing old and with a job. I can't see myself happy and part of a group that I feel welcome in. There's no place for me. Everywhere I go I feel unwelcome. Everyone is is sick of seeing my face and hearing my voice. If my family knew who I am they'd feel the same. They'd resent and maybe even hate me for a lot of things.
All I daydream about is killing myself or dying due natural causes. I want to so bad. I wish more would see it as a valid choice and not just as a crime in whatever religion they're part of or as a "selfish act" or "a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
All I daydream about is killing myself or dying due natural causes. I want to so bad. I wish more would see it as a valid choice and not just as a crime in whatever religion they're part of or as a "selfish act" or "a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
