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k.mihaaa

k.mihaaa

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May 12, 2026
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I don't want to do anything. I want to lie down and die. What's the point of anything? I can't see myself growing old and with a job. I can't see myself happy and part of a group that I feel welcome in. There's no place for me. Everywhere I go I feel unwelcome. Everyone is is sick of seeing my face and hearing my voice. If my family knew who I am they'd feel the same. They'd resent and maybe even hate me for a lot of things.
All I daydream about is killing myself or dying due natural causes. I want to so bad. I wish more would see it as a valid choice and not just as a crime in whatever religion they're part of or as a "selfish act" or "a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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It definitely is a valid choice šŸ«‚ā¤ļø
Hope you find peace in no matter what way
 
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coolcow1289

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Mar 17, 2026
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I love the phrase "permanent solution to a temporary problem" because…. Are they trying to sell me on it? That sounds like a good thing lol.
 
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