I just want some thoughts on this. Pretty please

[-FrozenRobot-]

I've been around here for some time. Thought things will get better for me but they did not and now I'm tired of being lonely and not being cared about by anyone around me. I just want to thug it out for a little while until I graduate uni so that I can get a place for myself. I have about 6 months left.

I wanna stay home, get drunk and hang myself when I'm ready to kick the bucket. Does it sound good? I don't drink much (I've consumed alcohol only twice this year). I wanna know if this sounds good enough or if I should search for a different plan for myself.

I don't care if I come off as desperate but please give me your thoughts, guys. Please. I beg you to. Please give me some thoughts about ending it all smoothly. I've been through enough pain. I don't want to go through it anymore.

I was also thinking about stocking up on enough long acting insulin so that I have another option.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

None of us know what's the right method, if any, for you. Only you can answer that. If hanging sounds like the right way for you, there's nothing wrong with that. The only thing I can think of is if you get too drunk, you might screw-up the hanging part. Have you thoroughly "studied" the hanging method? What rope type is best, how to tie knots, etc? You sure don't want to just do it on a whim, especially when drunk.

 

[happy2die]

I feel like hanging is the most accessible to people but inert gas is the most comfortable. I'd say go for inert gas uf u have access to it(higher fail rate than hanging tho). if not, hanging is a solid option but it's pretty technical setup so make sure to do your research and then stay sober while u set up and get drunk if you want right before hanging. here r the big things for hanging: make sure someone can't find you for at least 30 mins after hanging, make sure your anchor point is strong enough, make sure the rope is strong enough, make sure the constricting knot(noose usually)is BEHIND your neck in the middle. Other things can make it more comfortable for you like putting oil or petroleum jelly on the rope so that it doesn't burn u

 

[Jadeith]

Does it sound good?

Honestly? No. See, hanging, as the most other methods, requires some preparations to do it effectively and as painless as possible. Being drunk, you increase your chance of failure and ending up as a pot plant.

I was also thinking about stocking up

In general, any method involving medicine overdose is considered non-method on this forum and attempts are discouraged.

 

[fromange]

If you care about things after you leave, hanging will be messy and you're making someone clean up for you. That's why some go to the forest. Aleo so you won't get "saved" and become vegetable but if it's at your own place that's taken care of. If you don't care, that's also valid because it doesn't matter if you can't perceive it.