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letsnotmakeittoo22

letsnotmakeittoo22

I Have No Long Term Plans For This Body
Nov 24, 2024
78
A nice hug. A warm hug. A bear hug. From my husband.

A nice kiss.

But I don't know if we will have that again.

I feel like I felt when I was alone. I'm so sad.

I miss my life. When it was good for a few years. I'm great full the happiness. More than I have experienced ever. But. Idk if I'll ever have that again. Or anything. Both in terms of relationships and in life. Not even because of this. Just. I have no where to go.

Fuck.

I need a hug.
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
733
What happened to your marriage?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,456
You can't ask him for that hug? Or give him that kind of hug, and get hugged back in return?
 
lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Слёзы на щеках
Jun 11, 2026
692
A nice hug. A warm hug. A bear hug. From my husband.

A nice kiss.

But I don't know if we will have that again.

I feel like I felt when I was alone. I'm so sad.

I miss my life. When it was good for a few years. I'm great full the happiness. More than I have experienced ever. But. Idk if I'll ever have that again. Or anything. Both in terms of relationships and in life. Not even because of this. Just. I have no where to go.

Fuck.

I need a hug.
I feel that, I also need a hug. I haven't been hugged in such a long time and I've never been hugged by anyone other than family members, which kinda sucks ig
 
  • Hugs
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tokyoboo

tokyoboo

Member
Jul 24, 2026
71
I feel that, I also need a hug. I haven't been hugged in such a long time and I've never been hugged by anyone other than family members, which kinda sucks ig
Sending you virtual hugs 🫂
 
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