Venting I just keep on ranting about the same thing

[angelhopes]

I wonder if the people that talk to me would eventually get tired because of what I keep on doing with my mental decline. I would tell them the same thing over and over again since my brain and body couldn't comprehend how did this happened then I would just disappear. I would also fall into a deep depression and self harm myself by hitting my head. I feel so bad knowing they probably feel drained about me already and I lowkey hope that they would just give up on me just like how other people did earlier this year.