FutureHanger
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- Dec 9, 2023
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I was thinking of putting this into the offtopic section since it's not directly related to suicide but it's such a massive cause/contributor of many people's suicidal ideation that I think it may still fit here:
I hate how as children all that matters is obeying your parents and doing good in school, whilst sleep deprived in an environment that the higher ups know isn't efficient for learning at all because they don't care, either you adapt or get fucked. It's also BS how time you could've spent studying is taken up by the ridiculous amount of homework you do. You then also get affected by grades in subjects that have absolutely nothing to do with your degree, it doesn't make any damn sense why your ability to study say law for example, at a good university, will be impacted by your grades in say Geography despite them having 0 correlation. Then after you graduate you go to uni just to spend another 4 years in the same cycle, just with adult responsibilities on top, then you graduate just to be stuck in the 9-5 cycle while still sleep deprived as usual, whilst also saving up for a mortgage and pension so you can finally get a little "freedom" from work in the last years of your life. So senseless and the unnecessary suffering this causes is ignored by the people that have the power to change this because to them we're essentially just cattle who give them more power and resources
I hate how as children all that matters is obeying your parents and doing good in school, whilst sleep deprived in an environment that the higher ups know isn't efficient for learning at all because they don't care, either you adapt or get fucked. It's also BS how time you could've spent studying is taken up by the ridiculous amount of homework you do. You then also get affected by grades in subjects that have absolutely nothing to do with your degree, it doesn't make any damn sense why your ability to study say law for example, at a good university, will be impacted by your grades in say Geography despite them having 0 correlation. Then after you graduate you go to uni just to spend another 4 years in the same cycle, just with adult responsibilities on top, then you graduate just to be stuck in the 9-5 cycle while still sleep deprived as usual, whilst also saving up for a mortgage and pension so you can finally get a little "freedom" from work in the last years of your life. So senseless and the unnecessary suffering this causes is ignored by the people that have the power to change this because to them we're essentially just cattle who give them more power and resources