i just can’t kms and it bugs me

[Rudi]

i feel like all i do on this forum is cry out for help but whatever

i genuinely can't die. ive tried killing myself multiple times these past few weeks but i just can't. every time im about to do it something stops me and i dont like that. i wanted to OD 2 days ago and got caught. im so done with this life, why the hell can't i just leave? i wanna die, theres nothing that i want more than that and i fear i wont stop until i achieve that.

 

[kitkat9234]

I feel the same. I hate how it's so hard to CTB. Just cruel. Let me die already.

 

[wham311]

Trapped in pain with no future with anything but pain.

 

[Rudi]

I feel the same. I hate how it's so hard to CTB. Just cruel. Let me die already.

genuinely. i feel like the only thing im good at is failing to ctb.

 

[_Gollum_]

Trapped in pain with no future with anything but pain.

"The past was disgraceful, the present painful, the future nonexistent"