Help I hope to ctb in about an hour

[fleischmaschina]

Im going for full suspension. Will stepping off the chair be enough or should I kick it away? Just wondering if its possible to get back on? Like SI kicking in. Is it even possible to have urself under control once noose tightens?

 

[CaptainSunshine!]

Kick it. Once you hang, you'll wanna live.

I'm not sure about control. I'd like to think so, but I haven't experienced true si yet. Good luck!

 

[itsgone2]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I wish for things to get better for you, whatever you choose.
If you choose to ctb then I wish for all the things that tormented you in this world to stop tormenting you in the afterlife. If you choose to live, then I wish for things to get better for you.

 

[Dark Mood]

Kick it. I survived an attempt because I was able to get back on the chair. I wish you luck

 

[Dark Mood]

I hope everything went well for you

 

[Marbas]

It's been a few hours since you posted this so I hope everything went well for you and you find peace.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you find your peace, in life, or in death.

 

[DeniedPeace]

I hope you found peace.

 

[fleischmaschina]

Im still here… maybe i need alcohol as well