miseryismybsf
Member
- Aug 31, 2025
- 5
Partial Hanging would be my way to go.
All I need is that impulsive reaction.
I have many many reasons to die, body dysmorphia being the worst of it.
And today I'll get my school exam results, and I know I've failed, and when my parents will get to know about it, they'll be mad. And I hope their words bring me that impulse to hang myself.
Even though exams were never a reason for me to end my life, I've bigger problems in my life than this.
But if I get successful tonight everyone will think it's because of my exam, but it's not.
99.99% chance I'll survive cuz I've already tried to hang myself more than 4 times. I'm just a loser even when it comes to end my life.
I envy people who has a normal life, has friends, can talk with people. Why I couldn't be like one of them.
And why I couldn't be like one of those brave people who successfully ended their lives, it takes so much courage to ctb I wish I was brave like them.
I am a fucking loser.
All I need is that impulsive reaction.
I have many many reasons to die, body dysmorphia being the worst of it.
And today I'll get my school exam results, and I know I've failed, and when my parents will get to know about it, they'll be mad. And I hope their words bring me that impulse to hang myself.
Even though exams were never a reason for me to end my life, I've bigger problems in my life than this.
But if I get successful tonight everyone will think it's because of my exam, but it's not.
99.99% chance I'll survive cuz I've already tried to hang myself more than 4 times. I'm just a loser even when it comes to end my life.
I envy people who has a normal life, has friends, can talk with people. Why I couldn't be like one of them.
And why I couldn't be like one of those brave people who successfully ended their lives, it takes so much courage to ctb I wish I was brave like them.
I am a fucking loser.
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