Venting Can I just never speak to another human being ever again? Thanks.

[Spite]

I'm done. I'm done trying and failing to make friends with people. Every single attempt I have ever made at trying to make a new friend has been futile. I'm 27 now. You can't say I haven't tried to get out of my unfortunate situation and make my life better. Every time I have tried, it has always backfired and ended disastrously for me. I have been trying my whole life - I have tried putting myself out there, tried to be confident, tried to approach people and be friendly, and I only ever get hurt in return. Every single time.

I give up. I don't relate to anyone and I never will. If my life is like this at 27 after countless years of trying, it's clear to me that it is going to be like this for the rest of my life. I will never have friends. My life will never amount to anything. I was destined to be a loser in this life - that's all I will ever be.

I can't wait to die. I can't wait to finally end my life. I can't wait for this nightmare (my life) to be over. I'm so close to ending it all. I have nothing to lose.

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable unfortunately.

 

[Slark]

I also have a lot of trouble making friends. I was recently diagnosed with autism, and maybe that explains my situation. I hope you get well and find some real friends.

 

[iwanttobedead]

amen

 

[lost in the lilies]

I'm done. I'm done trying and failing to make friends with people. Every single attempt I have ever made at trying to make a new friend has been futile. I'm 27 now. You can't say I haven't tried to get out of my unfortunate situation and make my life better. Every time I have tried, it has always backfired and ended disastrously for me. I have been trying my whole life - I have tried putting myself out there, tried to be confident, tried to approach people and be friendly, and I only ever get hurt in return. Every single time.

I give up. I don't relate to anyone and I never will. If my life is like this at 27 after countless years of trying, it's clear to me that it is going to be like this for the rest of my life. I will never have friends. My life will never amount to anything. I was destined to be a loser in this life - that's all I will ever be.

I can't wait to die. I can't wait to finally end my life. I can't wait for this nightmare (my life) to be over. I'm so close to ending it all. I have nothing to lose.

I don't really have friends myself. There's maybe one or two people I'll talk to online every once in a while but there's really nothing outside of that. I know it's not the same at all and probably isn't much help, but we could try to be friends if you want? however much that may or may not mean through a computer screen

 

[Aloneandinpain]

Do you have autism? I don't have any IRL friends either although it's possible I can make them occasionally. TBH I think it's a bit superficial and overrated to have lots of friends, I'd much prefer to have a couple of close ones.

What I really want is romance but that's a completely different level of difficulty.

 

[Spite]

Do you have autism? I don't have any IRL friends either although it's possible I can make them occasionally. TBH I think it's a bit superficial and overrated to have lots of friends, I'd much prefer to have a couple of close ones.

What I really want is romance but that's a completely different level of difficulty.

Yes I am autistic. I'd say it's the main reason as to why I don't have any friends. It's near-impossible for me to make and keep friendships. Social anxiety and being extremely introverted is a huge problem as well.

I don't think I'd want lots of friends either, but I've always wished I could belong in some kind of friend group. Like if I had 3-4 friends and we could all catch up on a weekend to go watch a movie, or go on a road trip, or just hangout and have fun. I've never, ever had that experience before, and I don't think I ever will.

 

[Greasyhair]

I had to double check my age (I unironically dont remember it anymore) as your situations so closely resembles mine, and we even match in that.

I would just like to say your post brought me small piece of relief, knowing there is someone else like me out there. I know its silly since its rationally I know there are thousands of people in our situation.

You are also strong. To try so long, I gave up in my teens.