GUZMA
Captain
- Mar 31, 2024
- 71
I'm going to have a chance to end it in a few days and another in a week and a bit, the excitement is absolutely there but I'm also so scared of failing
People are starting to hate me, it really did work when I tried to push them away, maybe a bit too much, I don't have a support system anymore I just keep digging my grave more each day
But yeah not much I can do right now, as much as people advise against it I would love to try eye drops again, I got so close to dying last time I just pussied out when forced to vomit
Could also try do a partial hanging but I never have any luck.. I'm not sure if sn is for me but I might try order some, I'm tired atp and am willing to do anything to end it
This is really just me, treating this site like an echo chamber again but oh well.
People are starting to hate me, it really did work when I tried to push them away, maybe a bit too much, I don't have a support system anymore I just keep digging my grave more each day
But yeah not much I can do right now, as much as people advise against it I would love to try eye drops again, I got so close to dying last time I just pussied out when forced to vomit
Could also try do a partial hanging but I never have any luck.. I'm not sure if sn is for me but I might try order some, I'm tired atp and am willing to do anything to end it
This is really just me, treating this site like an echo chamber again but oh well.
